Maybe the anger and the frustration
is just blocking the fact that im
really missing you.
and that there is this ach inside
maybe the frustration is just me
trying to forget how im actually mad
with you more than anyone else
sometimes i wish you could see
that it isnt easy for me.
and you know its because of you
venus is getting things she doesnt deserve.
you know venus is the one person that takes so
much from me.
im so sorry pal i truely am.
i hate the way you make me feel sometimes
like life is worth living and all happy and great
when its not that great at all.
i hate how i really want to leave but cant.
i hate how you have freeking no idea that you
caused a small ach in my heart.
you know whats weird
how f%@*&%$ ignorant humans can be.
today i was standing in the train
and a indian pregnant lady was just standing there
no one even bothered to give her a seat
even though they are sitting on the priority seat
please lar
your such a ignorant bastered
your so young and strong and you cant even stand
what the hell is wrong with your damn brain man!
that lady was looking so tired and weak you know.
bloody asshole pissed the shit out of me
he had no freeking balls do be a gentlemen.
and yet again when i feel so mad
and i feeling like hitting something
or throwing something
i think of you
and i think of what you would say to me
to make me better
what the hells wrong with me right?
like i should go check my head right
life and THE f$%^&*$#
THING CALLED IRONY
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