http://www.blogger.com/html?blogID=6197625707500597342 my destiny, my life.....: September 2008

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Hari raya

to all my malay friends and my malay memeks selamat hari raya!
hey memeks we can finally eat together .
instead of atika and bohari watching us eat .
haiz i really miss you guys alot lar...cant wait for ur olevels to finish

we can have real fun.....that day i hung out with atika,venus and y.j
we watched the secret ...i felt so inspired after that ...its really true. we have the power to control our lives...its really in what we think...if we want something we must visualize and believe...

i guess the four us are using the secret now haha....

and i guess it really works....anyway saturday was really fun..we really had a good time ..with the four of them

anyway end of years is next week so so much of studying .i hope my gd luck charm will be in the hall on monday hahahah..been studying with venus in the library..venus can be a darn good study partner only thing she likes stealing my ipod haha
and she will listen to tha same song for a number of times....and she will listen to band music and stare in to space..i guess we all feel nostalgic when we listen to band music...

right now i can say.....i miss alot of things
imiss the old me....i miss my sisters...i miss band..i miss memeks..i miss john john

i miss my music life....

and most of all i miss u...and i miss having u in my life

Saturday, September 20, 2008

..shut up ia m studying!

just got back from studying with memeks ...one whole day with them

seems quite short and it was like damn productive coz i manage to learn organic chem from yj!

i totally din know anything abt the chap till today

i got to say we all think that yj very blurr...but actually she is very smart and hardworking...exactly six days to my EOY eng...gosh and then the next week is a week of lessons and then another whole week of papers

and then after that must study for tamil and emaths olevels..honestly a through train life sucks..

i need to get a job...am sick of starving evryday to save money

this coming week me and venus plan not to go school so much..we rather just study ourselves

venus always says the dumbesst of things at the wrong time hahaha....venus lim if ur reading

next time think before u take such a long route to the lib and make nair wait hahaha

i cant wait for my two olevel papers to be over...and i cant wait for christmas dis year...my second sis is coming back,my uncle from uk is coming back...and may b uncle kevins coming to visit...haha i hope!

its darn sad when me and venus finish olevels memeks will be preparing for their alevels...

sometimes me and venus feel so pathetic ..haha

Friday, September 19, 2008

dangling on a string

step one i say we need to talk ...u walk away

i say sit down its just a talk

smiles politely back at me i stare politely right on through..

you go left and i stay right

you look up and i look down

how much it hurts to look away

how it hurts to see ur eyes have so much of answers and healing

how to give more when ur tied down

how to go on when ur sick of evryday

Monday, September 15, 2008

hope

sometimes.....we human beings have this feeling of hope

when we lose something....we hope to get it back

so we start hoping against all logic and all past experience that we will get it back

but honestly is it enough to just hope every day?

or should we do something

is it okay to be weak and just stand ther or do we fight

what is the right thing