http://www.blogger.com/html?blogID=6197625707500597342 my destiny, my life.....: December 2008

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

the last day of 2008

its the last day of the year 2008.

so i think this post would be a little emo.

cause right now.thinking of this year.

i wish i did somethings differently.

its so fast ....the people i love are leaving.

i dreaded this day since the end of 2007.

i dreaded saying goodbye.i am not very good at it.

before i met this people.i was lost and insecure.

i was angry and sad.and after that ,my sec school life took a big turn.

it may not have been smooth.but i never have been happier.

i never knew i could be happy.this year.
its was so hard.so so hard.

and i wish i did things differently.

i may want to forget all the bad things.but i dont wanna forget the good times and the fun time

every bit,being in band,being a memek.

for the first time in my life...after i met them..for the first time i din feel invisible.

i learned to love,and cry for love and taste the suckiest things of love ,friendship.
i am changed.

and when i was lyingon the floor..when i was down on the dirt

where were u?? where were u?? when everything was falling apart
all my days spend by the handphone that never rang.
all i needed was a call that never came.
a text that i never recieved


the people i loved stayed...

i dont need people to survive...
but the one things true abt me.i will take care of the people i love
i wld take care of hem.
no matte how much they neglect me..
no matter how much they hurt me
cause they are myfamily and people i love
my friends.
they stood by me when i was in shit hole lot of crap

there are three things that are more impt than my own life

family,2nd family,love

to my step mom
you really hurt me yest and i learned my lesson
dont love someone too much
they hurt u in the end
love has the power to break somebody


its just a little late
i din have to wait so long
to not see all the people i care abt infront of me
maybe its too emo

but this people changed me

and i dont wanna lose them.

even if they move on.
they go on in their lives
ill always take care of them
ill always will be there

i dont need people to survive in ths world
but when i love i care.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

a whole bunch of christmas pictures from 25th and today the 28th


an awesoem family pic near the tree.
great day but my christmas isnt complete yet haha
lots more of things to do!!!

nice family pic

yoyo and bobo

nice shot

youjing got us the red noses!!!!

some random shot of me and bohari

today the 28th memeks christmas!!!

the tradition .this how my family says good byes when they leave
they stand near the gate and wave haha

doing lame stuff.and i ws so tired so i just
posed for the pic like that

my cuzzins and fauzy!!!!divya!!!

in the night .at the christmas party at my house
for family.van came.but she had t leave early.
my cuzzins taking shot of them selves -.-

my bro and les...sweet.

my tution teachers kid.she is 5 and soo adorable

25th started with giving! we prvided food
for the old age home
nothing is good than charity

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

KL!


this was taken last year christmas .
the whole family
bro and les
sis and her husband
me and dad mum


me and patches...sooo adorable



my third darling
patches my uncles dog
he lives in KL.
the dogs soo freeking cute and intelligent





deco at sunway pyramid mall

me and my mum .outside sunway pyramid mall







at sunway.pretty nice mall.



at genting ont the second day





Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i am back from KL!!!!!

HEY GUYS I AM BACK!!!!

i loved shopping in KLwill post pictures later

i got memeks christmas gifts!

i got new shades.

got twilight the movie but not clear.

ill buy the original later

alot of other stufff

anyway i was like reqading new moon the whole ride to KL.

and when i was in the hotel.

i love the story so much.

i am soo deep in the story....

haha atika faster than me haha

we both are officially twilight saga fans.

i love it so muchhhhhhhhhhhh

the movie shld be good next year.

the reviews were so good!

all the way KRISTEN STEWART!

memeks cant wait to see u guys fro christmas...

got alot of things to share

love u all!

be back later

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

love this song to death

i heard that this song was picked by kristen stewart for the last scene!

it was in her ipod and she let the director listen to it.

she is sooo coool.i love this song so much.

haha twilight again


when we ate at the korean food place b4 watching twilight
ms shang hai came back.she cut her hair
i dunno whats up with this kind of fridges
is it a trend haha????

the other side of the table.

i wont stop loving twilight and kristen stewart!

i am officially darn crazy haha.

i went to see twilight again for the third time with family yest night

i just like it so much that it doesnt bore me .

today it officially opens .those who haven seen it.

pls do.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

toughest day


I LOVE kristen and rob.they make me love twilight more

ALICE AND JASPER! HAHA

love the cullens

it was a very sweet part.in a non sick way.it was awesome!

she looks great!

yest barnie and jacko went missing.

we found jacko. barnie is still gone

everyone is sad.the mood is quiet at home.i couldnt be at home yest .i would just be so sad.

jacko was crying this morning.its really hurting and i cant take it.

today we aregoing to put posters out...i hopw barney gets returned to us b4 xmas.

thank god memeks had an outing to see twilight

which i was dying to see the second time.atleast it got my mind of the things upseting me
i love twilight so much. even the second time.

and i think kristen stewart did an awesome job at bella.

shes got the bella vibe and i love her!

anyway i love bella and edward the most

who doesnt.

but i love alice and jasper too!

they are real life married couple!
haha so cute!

kristen and rob did a good job showing bella and edwards chemistry.

it makes anyone have goosebumps.

and i love vampire baseball

thats what i call real baseball.

i liked the last scene.even then second time

bella and edward gives me goosebumps(in a good way)

movies very intense.haha preparing to watch it the third time next week haha

and the second movie will be shooting in march so hopefully it comes out after my olevels!

the cullen family roocks


for me the story .

its not only abt the love

its how far one goes for it.

to the extent ,he had to control who he really was.

good book. great show. great songs.

and an awesome actress

Saturday, December 13, 2008

darn it

how can i decide whats right ,when your clouding up my mind

i cant win your loosing fight all the time.

what kind of person are u?

if your person at all?

ill figure this one out on my own...


anyway,yesturday had a movie marathon with memeks

we watch movies and had pizza,and talked about everything

in the night .cuddled up in my bed.

haiz i love the talks we have.

anyway i had a good time yest.

i am going for a midnight movie today.

i wish i could get alot of things of my chest .

too damn hard.

damn it vanisha leaving tmr

going to miss that cute weirdo

another weeek without van

darrrrrrrrrrrrrrn! atleast shes got roming:D

Thursday, December 11, 2008

i like twilight

i think the twilight movie is going to be a big hit.

i like who they chose for bella but i dont like who they chose for edward

anyway love the book,even though i got so put off when i saw soo many people reading it.

but half of the girls like the book for just the love.but i just dont love the book for the love but for the way the author describes everything.


anyway i just love the book.its interesting...


today went out with dooodie....haha had the greatest time of my life...

new nickname dooodie...

and sometimes arh doodies very cute....like the wanting to wait outside the toilet to tap the button to open the toilet dooor haha

haha i had alot of fun with dooodie.doodie just makes my day evryday! haha

anyway i love caRlos and mike from DH ...i love gabby and susan

I HATE EDIE BRITT!

HAHA

FREEEE FALLLING

Monday, December 8, 2008

desperate housewives....


eva longoria parker! (gabrielle solis)

terri hatcher(susan mayer)
i love desperate housewives.

i just keep watching and watching.

i love susan mayer and gabrielle solis

my all time favs haha

gabby and carlos is soo sweet lar.

haha he gets so jealous when any other man disturbes his wife haah

both of them are cute lar haha.

and susan is soo nicee sometimes too nice

she is soo funny haha.

she and edie britt cannot get along

that whats makes it funny

so funny...i am so bored at home that DH really makes my day

Saturday, December 6, 2008

a day out riding on the boat and jet sking


me and neria.my hairs is all messed up
but seriously was having the time of my life


me and neria...haha



neria and uncle anasto at the front


me driving the boat haha .it was pretty fun.uncle anasto
teaching me.




such abeautiful boat.the boats named in spanish
its suppose to mean witch.
he said he named it after his wife
hahahha


nice.the best seats are in the front


the back



i love today

had the time of my lifes.
my dad and mums good friends.who are mexican
and by far the kindest and most humble people i ever met.
the uncles name is anasto.very mexican.but i love mexicans duh!

selena gomez.

anyway he ,his wife aunty conchita
and his daughter neria (very mexican names..haha)

who is 15, took us on a ride on their boat and we jet skied on their new jet ski

we went to sentosa the marina club and head out to kusu island where we anchored and had loads of fun

jet sking.neria was very sweet.she taught me how to ride the jet ski and soooner or later i was riding at top speed

and i tell u its soooo fun .u can see the singapore flyer and evrythin

at that moment.sometimes u dont feel like singapore.its like how new yokers ride along the statue of liberty.

but the scary thing abt jet ski is u can fall off haha
but its darn cool.anyway after that we headed out to marina club and we had a nice lunch...
i even got to learn how to drive the boat.my dads says i am a wild rider.as i drove damn fast that evryone was nearly going to fly off hahaha
had fish and chips...great foood.

and uncle anasto is so nice he even ask me to bring my friends along..another time alone with him.hahah
so memeks u guys up for it?

haha
later going out for dinner with my mummys side of the family my cousins and all hhaha ..
goood daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay...

and tmr i am going to the beachhhhhhhhhhh
woooohoooo

memeks we should go to beach soon okay and we also must go on uncle anasto boat .he is very nice u guys will love it...

jet sking also. we shall plan okay
with memeks i think we will have a superb time
happy flying yj
have a safe trip.
and ah choo u too
we will miss u two!






































Friday, December 5, 2008

one las pic in the toilet at adelphi centre


we went to tbc hr consultancy

anyway this was in the toilet

job hunting with memeks


my dearest cousin sis who somehow always tries to piss me
off .but i still love her.

at hans in habour front with my cousins

this china girl really wanted to tak a picture
with that thing on her head

taiwan and china.waa both of them arh walk so
fast lar .and then still got guts to turn around and give us angry faces
haha.

saiful just trying to kill me.

the china girl that wore three watches on her hand yest
and the funny thing is .she thinks its cool
cause SHE does it.

memeks except saiful.he took the pic

in the toilet...

hah i love this pic!
yesturday memeks went job hunting.

i guess we all need money! i have decided to save money

i need to pay for things....I want my sister to go to medical school.

anyway had a good time yest .after hanging with memeks i went to watch

wild child with my dear cousins at vivo city.

yesturday was a long day.yeaturday star bucks had given free drinks of ur own choice from

5-7 pm HAPPY HOUR! haha we all lined up and got free drinks

as usual i ordered my ice caramel macchiato ..introduced to me by my dear sis shyama nair/

i am a coffee person.haha youjing next time dont put too much sugar in ur drink.too sweeet!

before that we went to this hr consultancy to apply for jobs.hope we get a call

from them soon.i had a reall fun time yest.i guess we all can really be like last time.

and thats what i love and want the most.

everytime we go out .we always have a good time...

thats memeks i guess.

and my cousins too.i had a fun time with them.

my lovable sisters

now i am having a flu

need to sleep

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

a long day

yesturday was a pretty long day.

youjing and venus put up at my house for two days.

i love them lar.haha really make my day.

on monday we tried to cheer youjing up with ice cream,pasta ,and chocolates.

i hope she feels better with all the comfort food.

we made pasta!it turned out quite well.
thanks to me venus and saiful.

youjing din help out at all haha.

i guess operation cheer yj up was a great success

as she went to bed smiling on monday.

we all ended up sleeping late on monday

and getting up late on tues which make us miss our appointment with ahchoo at 11am

and she being sooo angry abt that .haha

went to visit the band yest.

watching band camp and all really made me miss my band camp days

where saxophones and cornets would always sit net to each other

during lunch and playdumb weird games.

i miss playing music.and i miss the preparing for syf days.

cmb will be playing golden jubilee for syf choice piece.

hope the band becomes more united.cause i think they really have good conductors now like marvin.

conductors who really cares abt the band.

i really miss johnjohn..hope he is doing fine....

we were in school till like 10 plus last night listening to the reflections and all.

wow miss chu is really a good motivation for the band.

proud of u!my dear combine humans teacher.

am so tired now....yj and venus come over and stay more often.we had a gd time