so god damn hard

you know sometimes right.
i feel i dont even know why i am living .
sometimes i feel like everybody in this house
doesnt see things from my point of view.
they say i keep to myself.
but did they ever think about how sucky it is for me.
did they even think of how i must bee feeling
they say i keep to myself
but have you guys realise
THIS ISNT A FAMILY
its a damn CORPORATION!
there is communicatuion breakdown.
if you claim there is love in this family
there isnt.
the only love is from daddy and mummy and my brother
who achknowledges that i exist in this big damn house!
you know i do anything for my family.
but what is the point sometimes
i feel so wasted of the fact that they blame me.
they have no idea what i am going through
no freeking idea.

okay ill cool down
ill let it go.
but it hurts big time

anyway this part of this song..gosh its all i feel and want to say right now to you.:)

Ive been roaming around,i was looking down at all i see
painted faces fill the places i cant reach
you know that i could use somebody
you know that i could use somebody

someone like you and all you know and how you speak
countless lovers undercover of the street
you know that i could use somebody
you know that i could use somebody
someone like you

off in the night while you live it up im off to sleep
waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
i hope its going to make you notice
i hope its going to make you notice
someone like me