light up...

i had enough of this parade.
i am thinking of the words to say.
and then after so long i listened to snow patrol-run
and it felt like everything i was feeling.
for all this time...
i really thought i was somebody.
but today i felt like a nobody.
i felt like that i cant be happy ever again
i felt like everytime i found happiness.
its ripped out of my life.



this song.i feel its says all i want to say
to you
i guess
i am so exhausted and tired of all this
this row of events.
god i am done.
pls stop hurting me with more

some dads are jerks
never knew mine wld be the biggest jerk in the world
its a shame.
and it hurts
reality hurts