its freeking weird

i dont know how.but i know its freeking weird cause people in our past have a way

of coming back to us and have a way of helping us move forward.

we all think once we lost someone they are totally gone....

this can apply to anything ...friends..old love...family members.

sometimes i guess its gods way of making us heal from wounds.

anyway my only cure to this bad days has been very M.I.A

and its soo irritating haha cause

your the only one i need right now

my dear pal has been giving me weird reasons to why ur so M.I.A
i just laugh at it...but i still miss you so much
its hard to not think abt you..when your all i have left

anyway venus ..thanks alot for being such an amazing friend.

you know i was going through a heartach and u came to stay over to keep me company
and cheer me up.it really help
so whats the problem?
the problem is....
now i like this super blend chicken rice that dont even have chicken
and venus knows that this rice its like c5 standard and know i deserve so much better.
haha pal that really made me feel better.yeah and i totally agree with you
haha chicken rice without chicken.....i dont need you...

but when am i going to get my nice A1standard bbq chicken rice????
ill wait.
but thanks venus and yj(for the advice and the company these days)
and all the other memeks...all i need right now is you guys and i am happy alright
you guys also make me feel alive and human again
i miss each and everyone of the memeks.

you know to think abt it i already have my a1 standard chicken rice...
haha its you!
your all i need somehow.
you would always be the one..
its always has been you i guess.
just some passer by came in the way.
i am back
i am out of the complicated garden salad
and back to the normal simple green salad i always loved.
y did i love it??
cause u were in it.