i could find 10 excuses

monday is mt olevels exams.and i feel prepared .

i am just going to do the best i can after all.i took tamil for 10years so

i must be good at something that is tamil.haha.

today was called"dooms day" for most of the sec 5s as it was meet the parents .i somehow din have to go even to my results were very terrible.but i guess my mum would be getting a call soon about it.
good thing i mentally prepared her already.

so many thing coming my way and i got to think abt so many things.

things like extended timetable ,night study,adoption proggrame.
so much work to complete so much subject pacts thrown at our faces.
so much test and mock papers coming up.
talk about feeling the pressure!yeah totally


gosh now its really that period.
the blood sucking period where every
minute counts.

i could find 10 reasons to bail from asking you.
i could find ten reasons to be a coward and run.
but deep down i know this is the only chance i got
the only shot i got.
somehow i know this is meant to be .because i know ill ask you.
somehow i know ill get this opportunity because i have been dreaming abt it for damn long
somehow i know that your the only one who can help me,who can lift me up,who can make me fly again.
so why run?why think of pride and dignity?
i rather swallow all of it for you.
because i know if i dont ill regret it for the rest of my life.
what can i say.your all i have.
sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
i am going to do this!
ITS TIME I DO.
AND I HOPE YOU WOULD BE OPEN TO GIVE ME THIS BIG CHANCE.
because you are the only one who can save me.