sometimes its just too late

sometimes when you see a real sad movie and things just get to you.

like how your living your life now.like how i cant confront my own feelings.

like how i cant just cry and let my emotions run.that whats inside has become something i dnt recognise.

that i love my memeks so much but sometimes do the dumb things to hurt them.

but they are my family and i hope they dont give up on me.i hope they still have faith in me.

that their love is all i need to keep me going .to let me forget the sadness.

look memeks ,i love you guys so much .i do and i know sometimes that love doesnt show in

many ways .but i love them...thats all i need to keep me going.

sad movies affect our moods.but it makes us think.it makes us have a heart.

and realise that life would be worth living if we make full use of it.

that we start looking a the people who love us..and give back some love..

because if we dont .

one day it might be too late.

so memeks before its too late.

you guys have made me who i am today.

have seen me grown from pony tail to short hair.

have seen my obsessions from eve longoria,lee da hae, rachel bilson,kiera knightly ,liv tyler and selena gomez.

have seen my love for shows...friends,OC,greys anatomy desperate housewives.

there isnt any group of people that know me better.

and i have disappointed anyone of you guys.i am sorry.

you guys are my family and part of my destiny.

my future of states would not be moulded if i din meet memeks.

ia m sry.but i love u all.and i wanna have this long lasting friendship.that one day i tell my kds that i have been a memek for 80 years.

that my tomb stone would write

SOHNIYA NAIR

ONCE A MEMEK ALWAYS A MEMEK.