so sick.

i got a bad throat and i feel so terrible.

i cant do anything but laze around.i spend my whole day kicking allien butt on xbox.

and watching tv and sleeping.i also spend half my day thinking why i am still not the person

i use to be.sometimes i dont even know who i am anymore.

i dont even know if i am a good person anymore.it just seems like i never do the right things

i need some perspective in my life.i am sixteen and i am feeling 10 000 different things at one time

i just need it to stop and take it slow.i dont wanna be confused any more.

the best way to love,is love silently.

i wish i knew how to love properly.

i cant even do that right.

i cant love right