sometimes its just too late

sometimes when you see a real sad movie and things just get to you.

like how your living your life now.like how i cant confront my own feelings.

like how i cant just cry and let my emotions run.that whats inside has become something i dnt recognise.

that i love my memeks so much but sometimes do the dumb things to hurt them.

but they are my family and i hope they dont give up on me.i hope they still have faith in me.

that their love is all i need to keep me going .to let me forget the sadness.

look memeks ,i love you guys so much .i do and i know sometimes that love doesnt show in

many ways .but i love them...thats all i need to keep me going.

sad movies affect our moods.but it makes us think.it makes us have a heart.

and realise that life would be worth living if we make full use of it.

that we start looking a the people who love us..and give back some love..

because if we dont .

one day it might be too late.

so memeks before its too late.

you guys have made me who i am today.

have seen me grown from pony tail to short hair.

have seen my obsessions from eve longoria,lee da hae, rachel bilson,kiera knightly ,liv tyler and selena gomez.

have seen my love for shows...friends,OC,greys anatomy desperate housewives.

there isnt any group of people that know me better.

and i have disappointed anyone of you guys.i am sorry.

you guys are my family and part of my destiny.

my future of states would not be moulded if i din meet memeks.

ia m sry.but i love u all.and i wanna have this long lasting friendship.that one day i tell my kds that i have been a memek for 80 years.

that my tomb stone would write

SOHNIYA NAIR

ONCE A MEMEK ALWAYS A MEMEK.

hard core

deep down everyone wants to blieve they canbe hard core.

being hard core isnt about being tough.

its about acceptance

and sometimes you really hve o gie yur self permission not to be hard core

you dont have tbe tough every minute of every day,
its okay tolet down your guard.

in fact there are moments that its the best thing you can possibly do.

acceptance and choice is the hardest things i ever have to do.

but i did.being a good person and doing the right thing can sometimes be so easy in others eyes

but when u have to deal with it its a whole other story.

i am not that hard core or tough...its my hearthat gets to me later

a day with you.

talking to you yest made me realise how much i have missed my friend for so long.

made me understand alot of things.

and this time i am sure going to protect u.

i am here now.not going anywhere again.:D

good things happen to good people.i have missed u so much.

things will change now...for the better

a day with memeks.to celebrate yoyos bday

in the night at minds cafe.we had s much fun there

after the cake cutting

mr bohari and ms pinkie

the genius and pinkie

ah chooooo and the china girl

mcdreamy and mcdummy

the amazing s.s

she cant even blow candles properly

wishing to go to america!

i tied the boe for the gift!its nice!

nice pic

the people on the other side

at pizza hut

so sick.

i got a bad throat and i feel so terrible.

i cant do anything but laze around.i spend my whole day kicking allien butt on xbox.

and watching tv and sleeping.i also spend half my day thinking why i am still not the person

i use to be.sometimes i dont even know who i am anymore.

i dont even know if i am a good person anymore.it just seems like i never do the right things

i need some perspective in my life.i am sixteen and i am feeling 10 000 different things at one time

i just need it to stop and take it slow.i dont wanna be confused any more.

the best way to love,is love silently.

i wish i knew how to love properly.

i cant even do that right.

i cant love right

its the end of olevels haha....

olevels has officially ended for my dear memeks and my poultry...

congrates guys for completing your 10 years of education.

anyway yest i went out with vanisha.gosh i really really missed her lar.

anyway we had lunch and we just ended up walking around marina square,suntec and esplanade.

anyway i realised yesturday that i have weird friends.esp van.so will be going out with her soon.

happy proming van!love you!

now gettting ready to go out with my memeks! woo hoo! finally.

we can really have some fun.i miss my memek family everyday.

you guys really make me the person i am today.

i love you guys!

job interview

today i went out with meixi,vincent and venus.

as usual it was great and very fun..yeah they really are funny people.

anyway i learned that you should never give meixi a compliment...

if your like"your hair is nice" and then she will be like"totally!" and then u wish u never gave a compliment hahaha...her ego...is so high

after that we went for this job inteview to work in a hotel...training is on friday.


am so tired....tmr going out with vanisha ..haha so long haven seen her

and thurs is memeks day! wooohoo

sat going out again

i love my life!

found my fight

spend the day watching desperate housewives

i am so addicted to it now..

and greys season 5 is getting real interesting.

damn sad waiting for east of eden epi 22 to update subtitiles...lee da hae!

i feel like a good fan updating myself on all the new seasons and all my fav proggrames,

private practice season 2 epi 6 ..where are u? haha cant wait to see

naomi should be with dell ...i mean he is a great guy...so what abt the age!he loves naomi so much.i realise i am really a tv and movie person

my future career shld be in media lar..i think i will do great there..

america here we come! haha day by day i feel i am getting closer to leave to states..


anyw i feel like i have found my fight....

so much for waiting....right?


gonna spend later today with venus lim...

thats going to fun:D....I WISH i went out with meixi .vincent and venus.today...arh!haha

i hate it when i get a fat lip.

mind your language

watching mind your language...gosh its freeeking funny

its a british comedy show abt a teacher teaching eng to students from different countries

darn funny

f you guys need something to make you laugh

got to youtube and watch mind your language

you will forget what your sad about