things are hitting me now

It just hit me..i dont have much time to emaths prelims!

plus tamil prelims!

jesus ,i hope ur on my side

and i realise i gotta work so hard that my ass have to have maths equations written on it

okay haha thats just to show how hard imust try to learn to love maths

and honestly my new tutor is making me love it

so i do have a maths brain....

and motivation for venus lim....pal u gota maths brain too!

okay 3 months huh

that mean OC,GREYS ,KOREAN DRAMAS
AND FRIENDS put in one big box and never look at it again till olevel maths is over

can u imagine next year i wld have hundreds of things in my min d like

1.UWC application

2.olevels

3.sisters wedding

4.prelims

5.where the hell i am going to go after olevels

6.american school in singapore admission

7.poly?

8.moving house

9.family

10.memeks future and our plans to leave singapore

wow nair i have to mentally prepare my self for next year.

and this year i must learn to tackle emotions so far ia m taking it well

and now i understand how much those people in express are going through right now
how much of shit must be in their head
its their future
and i wont jeopradise that for all who are close to my heart
thats y ill cut out from them till their olevels are over
i know y they are behaving in this way...i know
and it sucks it took me so long to get it but today i do

sometimes we got to sacrifice to get what we want...even if its going to hurt many hearts

we got to

thats y friend...ia m sry..i get it now..i get y u said that...

and its okay

ill be fine

as long ur fine i am fine

as long as ur healthy and happy ,i am

but i know ill have all of them when their olevels are over

memeks just do well...america and uwc and china and taiwan...those all will come

u guys just do well

as for love

haha ....it will never leave my heart

ull never leave my heart

ill wait for you too
and when its over...
you will have me back in your life
and i promise ill make evryday
the best for you
and evryday will be great for u
coz i love u
and i swear thats true