TEAM USA

Kobe Bryant! darn cool player!

i am so proud of team USA MAN...

from the start i wanted them to get gold for basketball in the olympics

and they did..but a close fight with spain

Dwyane Wade scored 27 points to lead usa.

while Kobe Bryant added 20,
LeBron James contributed 14 and
Carmelo Anthony scored 13..

dwyane wade was awesome out there ...so was lebrone james

US team that had to settle for bronze at the 2004 Olympics
, sparking the golden quest of this US "Redeem Team".

darn proud of them haha kobi bryant...from L.A LAKERS

my all time fav team .....people who side la lakers i say u got good taste

Team Usa also got a gold for vollyball for mens....

they beat world number 1 brazil..also with a close fight but they manage to pull through in the end

USA IS the second highest for the total number of golds attain...

and must say ia m damn proud of Michael Phelps

haha he is just awesome..doing america proud

venus says he swims like a shark
i dunno what she means by that

china not bad got 50 golds which is the highest

leading evryone

quite proud of Li Jiawei of singapore ,table tennis she put a hard fight against the world number one of china...

and she put a hard fight for the bronze but can see she was tired towards the end

but she did do much better for this olympics

waa so sad olypics is ending...cant discuss with venus abt olympics anymore...

venus very updated always updating me
haha

i love this olympics man.....

next week is maths prelims

ms shyam said to my class

"this is reality u guys know ur prelims i am expecting only six passers from
your class"

class 4/6: quiet

we all are like kinda scared for prelims..the other prelim paper which we all tried
there was only 1 passer out of 42

gosh when we hear that it can really bring us down

evryones on their asses working towards something

now its that period

its that period....
where we all realise we want to achieve something

my class seems to be the only one out of the nlevels or olevels

and sometimes people think we are damn free

honestly we are not...2 subjects for olevels plus,end of year plus common test...

its still something.....i dunno y sometimes i just doze off during lessons like my eyes is looking at the bored but my minds somewhere else

how do i stop that?

reality likes to bites our asses in the most painful ways

gosh i wish sometimes i really only had two istead of 4 human beings watching my back

sometimes i really wish i din have to please all of them at the same time

parents ......................cant deal with them right now

got too much on my mind already

i am soo exhausted...and seriously

the anger fills my gutts evryday
that i feel like literally
ripping ur heart out!
and tearing u in to pieces!


DENIAL
SAME WORD.

its not a river

its a sea full of it

but how do u stop urself from drowning in it

venus lim

ms venus lim


you are going to be turning sixteen soo
haha

its like time is passing really fast

i cant take how time flies

at one time i was still in band

and now i stepped down

at one time i was like going for syf or heading to taiwan with memeks

and now i am working towards prelims

and meemks heading for olevels

i mean when does it hit someone

that we are 16 and responsibilities start knocking at our doors

thoughts of the future star hitting our minds

and day dreams of love and goals start confusing our heads

i remember being 12 and having nothing else but basketball or allen iverson and how many he scored for the NBA games

and now i am like thinking of what the hell i am going to be 10 years time

GROWING UP

WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN:D

things are hitting me now

It just hit me..i dont have much time to emaths prelims!

plus tamil prelims!

jesus ,i hope ur on my side

and i realise i gotta work so hard that my ass have to have maths equations written on it

okay haha thats just to show how hard imust try to learn to love maths

and honestly my new tutor is making me love it

so i do have a maths brain....

and motivation for venus lim....pal u gota maths brain too!

okay 3 months huh

that mean OC,GREYS ,KOREAN DRAMAS
AND FRIENDS put in one big box and never look at it again till olevel maths is over

can u imagine next year i wld have hundreds of things in my min d like

1.UWC application

2.olevels

3.sisters wedding

4.prelims

5.where the hell i am going to go after olevels

6.american school in singapore admission

7.poly?

8.moving house

9.family

10.memeks future and our plans to leave singapore

wow nair i have to mentally prepare my self for next year.

and this year i must learn to tackle emotions so far ia m taking it well

and now i understand how much those people in express are going through right now
how much of shit must be in their head
its their future
and i wont jeopradise that for all who are close to my heart
thats y ill cut out from them till their olevels are over
i know y they are behaving in this way...i know
and it sucks it took me so long to get it but today i do

sometimes we got to sacrifice to get what we want...even if its going to hurt many hearts

we got to

thats y friend...ia m sry..i get it now..i get y u said that...

and its okay

ill be fine

as long ur fine i am fine

as long as ur healthy and happy ,i am

but i know ill have all of them when their olevels are over

memeks just do well...america and uwc and china and taiwan...those all will come

u guys just do well

as for love

haha ....it will never leave my heart

ull never leave my heart

ill wait for you too
and when its over...
you will have me back in your life
and i promise ill make evryday
the best for you
and evryday will be great for u
coz i love u
and i swear thats true