stop this train!!!!

no i am not colour blind
i know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this trainI wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

Once in awhile, when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thingT
ill you cry when you're driving away in the dark


no one can help me but me
but it doesnt mean i dont love you all
its not like i wanna be bad
its not like i wanna be weak'

all i keep thinking about is how hopless i am in studies
and all i keep hurting about is the way i am
all i need is a little faith from people
that i am a star and that i can shine
all i need is that faith that i can be someone in life

cried cause out all people i din want you to know
what a bad person i am.'
out of all people
i wanted you to believe in me
i wanted to be someone to you
but its all impossible if i keep going the way i am
i knew the moment i see you
i would stop
i would stop everything
but maybe i am a weak person

i wish i could be a better person


to memeks
i know i am not that strong person anymore.
and i am so sorry.i dont know whats up with me
love you guys

and to you
i wish i din have to be this person
i wish i din miss you din much
to the fact i think i am crazy
to the fact i hate myself for the way i feel
i wish you make me come out of this.
i love you.always have.always will.