to selena gomez!

hey i am so sorry i din post this earlier as i had so much things on my mind this week

so i just want to say HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SELENA GOMEZ.


you TURNED 17 ON WEDS 22JULY 2009


I CANT BELIEVE I AM OLDER THAN YOU HAHA


and the greatest thing was that wednesday was my most luckiest and greatest day haha!


wow!
i hope she had a great day!



so this week has been great
next weeks going to be awesome too
you make me smile please stay for a while NOW
wherever u go ill always know:D

old posts

i just spent like 30 mins reading all my past posts.
and i just realised something
i am a much happier person
and i really think deeply on things

and the greatest thing i realised
its been always you
since march 9th 2009
HAHA

i was so depressed last year
and i just realise how stupid it was to be depressed.
if only i found you last year
gosh i would have been changed then

i love this feeling your giving me
soooo thinking of you right now
:D

what a day man..just what a day:D

today.
hmmm
not a bad day at all.
it was amazing
and like a dream
what can i say.
god is great.
he makes us happy by making the things that make
us happy happen
saturday when i go church
i am really going to tell him thanks
cause today
its the happiest i been by far.
great day

its 1 am? ...great i cant sleep haha

wow its 1am.
have been studying.
anyway i just cant sleep
too alive and high
your still clouding up my mind:D
anyway just wanna say
am thinking of you
gooood night and sweeeet dreams
your in your very own dreamland now
i think now i can peacefully sleep.
haha
lifes has its sweet moments.
your the biggest part of it.

more alive then ever

i dont know how
maybe its magic
you made me more alive then ever
you know
i walked back to class before combine humans
with the widest smile on my face
miss chu saw it
i think she thought i was crazy
but i was smiling to myself
and i did not care what the people around me were thinking
but its all because of you
my one and only addiction
thanks alot:D

In repair

so schools been such a gloomy, irritating drag.
guess thats how much i miss you.
okay so anyway .love mondays
because we end super early haha.
anyway i got a new tagline
its call CHILLAXE!!!
okay i know its not new but i think its cool
i bet venus is already irritated with me using it.

my previous two taglines that i used to irritate dear dinah is

"whats up with the sensitivity women!"
or
"what's up with the attitude SISTA!"

haha dinah would get super irritated lar haha
okay i am super random

man i really love homies so so so much
they make me laugh like shit everyday
love you homies

i mean its soo heals my withdrawal symtoms
and my swirly and twitchy emo moments

anyway today i was peacefully entering the canteen with venus for lunch
i was so peaceful inside
till i saw that wasted piece of DNA sitting down and eating and
i was like fuming.

oh well venus cooled me down haha
anyway i just would like to say something thats in my head
seriously if you think you taken away my pride and my happiness
you din
you dont even affect me one bit
you think your outstanding
your not.your a dot to me
you have hurt me alot.
the truth is hiding in your eyes and hanging in your tongue
its just boiling in my blood and you think i cant see

are you even human
something i think i must figure out myself
how did we get here?
when i use to know you so well?
dont know what to say already
but this

okay so thats just me being super pissed
finally thats out


now i just want to say
i am in repair now.
in this super dark days
all i see and need is you
i truely deeply miss you alot
till its swelling in my gutts
till i feel so sick and empty inside
till i want to just scream out
ahhhhh!!!!!
till i want to throw something
just come back now!

stop this train!!!!

no i am not colour blind
i know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this trainI wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

Once in awhile, when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thingT
ill you cry when you're driving away in the dark


no one can help me but me
but it doesnt mean i dont love you all
its not like i wanna be bad
its not like i wanna be weak'

all i keep thinking about is how hopless i am in studies
and all i keep hurting about is the way i am
all i need is a little faith from people
that i am a star and that i can shine
all i need is that faith that i can be someone in life

cried cause out all people i din want you to know
what a bad person i am.'
out of all people
i wanted you to believe in me
i wanted to be someone to you
but its all impossible if i keep going the way i am
i knew the moment i see you
i would stop
i would stop everything
but maybe i am a weak person

i wish i could be a better person


to memeks
i know i am not that strong person anymore.
and i am so sorry.i dont know whats up with me
love you guys

and to you
i wish i din have to be this person
i wish i din miss you din much
to the fact i think i am crazy
to the fact i hate myself for the way i feel
i wish you make me come out of this.
i love you.always have.always will.

jim and pam(the office)US VERSION

omg jim and pam is just so adorable .i mean i love the office now...

its so funny and i love jim and pam!

time passes fast i guess haha

oh the pic that was taken on yj's concert night

ahchoo warned me and venus not to be late but guess who was late

she was! ahahaha ahchoo u dont warn us when u yourself cant be early haha

miss memeks alot!!!

met up with atika on weds
it was real fun she came to visit me haha
and give me her invitation card to her bros wedding
i dunno what to wear also haha
anyway

i just realised THREE MORE DAYS :D
ahahaha yay!
cant wait ..the more i think of it the more restless i get
anyway
since i totally slacked yest today i did some productive work
today will be spent studying and maybe getting some proper sleep
last night i couldnt sleep at all.i dont even know why i am so bothered by small issues

maybe its me ..i got major issues with mysellf i guess
haha oh well
forget it

tmrw will be two more days
gosh i think i am the only person in the whole wide world that missed you this much.:D
AND I AM PROUD OF IT! HAHA

BACK TO HISTORY homework!
YAY miss chu is damn cute .
i mean i pity that no one laughs at her jokes but me
but i seriously think she is one hell of a cute teacher and she is so knowledgeble.
AND COOL!
ALL THE WAY MISS CHU!
YOUR THE BEST!I AM SO PROUD OF YOU THAT YOUR A PSC SCHOLAR

okay i am high haha
well of crs i only got to wait for 3 days to pass.

away

you have been far away

for far too long.:(

just wanna say

right now.

i miss you the most.

5 days more
feeling restless ready