the "so called" holidays

well it really isnt holidays at all.
got to be in school everyday to clock in hours.
gosh i hate the weather.
its making me feel more depressed than
i already am.

party with memeks on sat late night was great
and really fun.
i really needed that.i really really did

well pictures will be posted soon.
venus got band camp so ill be seeing her everyday too.
so much for the word holidays
i am just waiting for this whole phase to pass.
the whole olevel phase...it isnt easy.


for you,i bleed myself trying.maybe it was time

and this whole thing was my fault.i aint an easy person to live with.

well i really wanted to be something or someone better.but to you i never will.

there was this thick ice below us.and its started to melt and melt.till there was no more left.

i still see the ice.for you it may have all been gone and forgotten in just one min.everysingle time spent together.

but at least i still see the damn ice u forgot.

i aint a saint or a good person but i got a heart.