end of hols back to school

xoxo gossip girl

chuck and blair

dan and serena(real life couple)

haha oh chuck !haha so cute

they did an ad for nikon
theuy really are sweet together

well its the end of holidays.that was so fast .anyway.dont mind school though

keeps me busy and focused.spenD and my hols studying,going out
,memeks,family,band and GOSSIP GIRL!!!

LOVE THAT SHOW TO THE MAX MAN.i mean nothing is better than watching rich kidz live their lives.haha.
anywai i love serena and dan .they are really sweet together and lonely boy has loved serena since 9th grade.haha very cute.
and i love blair and chuck .i mean they love each other.but they just cant u know bring it out.blair is actually not a bitch .she is so much better and nicer inside.and chuck bass has a heart ,yeah his hearts for blair but he just keeps screwing up.anyway i so think that they shld be together.i love them.

i think character wise,i am a chuck+serena+dan
so cool talking to saiful abt gg he loves it too.

love private practice too!!!haha

anyway i believe school this week would be great.

the "so called" holidays

well it really isnt holidays at all.
got to be in school everyday to clock in hours.
gosh i hate the weather.
its making me feel more depressed than
i already am.

party with memeks on sat late night was great
and really fun.
i really needed that.i really really did

well pictures will be posted soon.
venus got band camp so ill be seeing her everyday too.
so much for the word holidays
i am just waiting for this whole phase to pass.
the whole olevel phase...it isnt easy.


for you,i bleed myself trying.maybe it was time

and this whole thing was my fault.i aint an easy person to live with.

well i really wanted to be something or someone better.but to you i never will.

there was this thick ice below us.and its started to melt and melt.till there was no more left.

i still see the ice.for you it may have all been gone and forgotten in just one min.everysingle time spent together.

but at least i still see the damn ice u forgot.

i aint a saint or a good person but i got a heart.

week ends and monday

went to the zoo yest with my family.

will post pictures another day,but it was fun i love animals and i always

loved the zoo when i was a kid,plus it was a good way for the family to spend time.

saturday would be party time..i think ill be high that day...be careful memeks

haha.

anyway today was monday..and yes i love going to school everyday.

you have become my addiction....its hard to resist.

amaths ct was tough.but i tried my very best.alot to do for studies.alot alot to do.i better spend my march hols wisely

we allgot to work damn hard for mid years cause i know thats not going to be easy.

i had enough of this parade,thinking of the words to say.

i mean i cant stand it any longer should start saying someting to you.

you have become my new life now.and it seems like a chance of happiness.

i mean even if this is just a dream or something else.

i mean i dont know whats coming for me.but all i know is you really make me happy.

even if the odds are what it seems to be.even if it seems impossible.

i was dead inside for quite sometime.and your making me alive again.

make me feel blessed to have memeks,vincent meixi,5/1,my family.u make me feel blessed

u make me wanna be someone in life..you creating this new me that i am starting to love.
so your this big impact in my life.

and i am getting restless of just waiting.