i have made a mistake....big mistake.....i mistook my love for a friend to be more
than just friendship love...i din mean too...i just hadnt figure out what it really was.
In life we get kicked down many times ...but those who fail and cry and emo abt their hurt and pain
cant move on and go on with their future
i realise i cant disappoint my parents and i wont....they have big dreams for me and i promised my mom ill marry someone she would adore...
today...i may have lost the only love that i found true...and the only friendship i found meaningful...i may not get that friendship again
and the person probably never wants to look at me again.
i am sorry friend....for testing our friendship
and for testing you..i am sry for making your heart more number than u already are...
i mistook everything..and i mistook you...
now there are like only two things in my mind...
america and memeks......i guess when ur heart is in so much pain ...u wanna wake up a
and achieve something greater
...i put all the stuff that reminds me abt you and my past away in a box and kept
it away.
and tommorow it will be a new day in my life
i guess my heart will become numb from now on....
friend....
one day when u look back in time ...just think of all those happy memories we had being as friends together
the path was made much easier with u around....
but now we have broken each others hearts
days when u feel like crying and i may not be there by ur side....think of me making fun of you
and laughing with you and u wld smile...
days when u felt like life wasnt worth living
think of me ...trying so hard to till u not to say die....and u will push yourself
days when u felt like ther wasnt love .....think of me ...the very friend ....who gave a world full of it.
those memories is all i have now to carry on with my life.
one day when you are close to death friend...and u think of evrything in ur life...think of me
because with gods grace i hope in my next lifee.i wont be your friend....i would b more than that
...i ask god to give me the strength to fufill my duties in this life
to achieve my dreams and to please my parents ...
after this...my past will just be a past....
and my present would be a gift
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