well i needed you

i just realise

there is over 700 billion people living on earth
and maybe my calculations are wrong
there is more every second
but over 700 billion.
sometimes,
all you need is just one
well i needed you
your were that 1
out of the 700 billion people
and out of the 700 billion people ,i still miss you.

so now im going to leave for Philippines.
and im going to get my well deserved break.
going to miss you memeks!
and dinah and raa!
and homies!

pain comes in stages..if we dont make it
nothing changes
so im just going to enjoy myself now!
haha so long..il be back soon
i want to NOT think about you now

you dont see me but i see you

(i love this song ..its everything i feel like telling you)atika intro to me
thanks memeks for the awesome times just now
im living for u guys man
and all the other sweet people out there
who are there for me
i love u guys

im standing across from you
And dreaming of the things i do
I don't speak you don't know me at all

For fear of what you might do
I say nothing but stare at you
And i'm dreaming
I'm trippin' over you

Truth be told
My problems solved
You mean the world to be but you'll never know
You could be cruel to me
While we're risking the way that i see you
That i see you (3x)
That i see

Conversations
Not me at all
I'm hesitating
Only to fall
And i'm waiting i'm hating everyone

Could it be you fell for me?
And any possible similarity
If its all how would i know?
You never knew me at all but i see you
But i see you (4x)

I'm standing across from you (but i see you)
I've dreamt alone now the dreams won't do (but i see you)
I'm standing across from you (but i see you)
I've dreamt alone now the dreams won't do (but i see you)

Truth be told my problem solved
You mean the world to me
But you'll never know
You could be cruel to me
While we're risking the way that i see you
But i see you (4x)

I'm standing across from you (but i see you)
I've dreamt alone now the dreams won't do (but i see you)
(4x)

But i see you
But i see you
But i see you

you know thats exactly what i feel like doing ,taking a bunch of plates
and throwing it.
point is i hate the fact that i miss you.
anyway first day at work was not bad...
my boss seems nice
and people are friendly
VENUS IS BACK
finally and thats awesome
leaving on mon night
okay so so many things happening and technically you should even be in my mind now
BUT YOU ARE.
anyway some people are really making me smile more these days and i dont know why
haha missing memeks too!
seeing mr bohari and venus lim tmrw
Thanks youjing for hearing me out that emo day haha
sorry arh


if i could choose one thing is my life to go my way
it would be having you in my life

waiting

and thats why its so hard to let go

“ You rarely notice, but I hang on your every word. Wasted Time by Meshell Ndegeocello

and thats why im still waiting ...for a sign
from you

whats the point in waiting right?

how do you say goodbye?

sometimes when we want to run away ,
time moves so slowly.
but when want to stay,
time is just not on our sides.
The funny thing is
you wish you given everything to
turn back time and make your self not even think about
running away in the past.


point is
for me
one moment,one dream
one smile,one laugh
and one love

thats all we get
only one
cause thats how its suppose to be
loving something that you know
will never be possible

somehow its weird
how ill always remember every bit of the moments i had
that memory is in my heart

and thats how i say goodbye to you
keeping the memories
but losing you

you got me high and i dont even know yet
the sun's in the sky its warming up my bare legs
i cant deny ,im looking for the sunset
its the search for the time before it leaves without you
have i lost my mind,or have you taken all of mine too?