myes

its not been good so far i screwed two papers.
after the s.s paper i just lost it.
i couldnt think or do anything
but a fighter never stops fighting and ill learn and pick myself up.
its just how life gets to us.
anyway ill just tell a joke or something now
our dear dear meixi is very inteliigent sometimes
in the english paper yest ,there was a word in the vocan called alien
which actually is suppose to mean
strangers
but just like i said our dear meixi is soo smart that she decided she had to write down the actual meaning

and her meaning is quote"a creature from out of space"
plus a clear annotated diagram of what an alien is suppose to look like
hahahahaha meixi ,u know your going to be damn popular in the staff room now haha
the things you do really makes me laugh like shit haha.
but ur really rock lar homie

anyway memeks!
i miss u guys!thanks for wishing me and venus for myes
i know u guys are going through so much stress
if i could i would murder the people who are making u guys stress
but hold on alright we will meet soon guys
lots to update u all abt school
love u all.

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where are you!!!!!!miss you like crap!!!
making me worry like this isnt good you know
come back fast.and dont be too stress okay
take it easy,i know it aint easy
but you shld be strong cause no matter what
your still the best at what u do!your still amazing at it.
and your still something to me:D
i am not giving up on myself because of you.

what a weekend!!!

so i had a great weekend ...it was awesome
even though i am mugging for mid year.
feel very motivated.haha.
so sat morning went to school in the morning
to have lessons with my FRIENAMY!
gosh haha .but she can be funny at times
but i got to make it clear .i got nothing against her
i just think ....we just cant click...
haha
anyway shakz cut her hair short.
anhd she felt so weird abt what people might think
haha dont worry deng-deng it just needs getting use too
and u look nice!

love saturday!!!!!
haha yeah man
after lesson went to consult miss chu.
yeah she is one hell of a dedicated teacher.
i have alot of respect for her
and i think she is super cute at times haha
she rocks lar
after that went to home to take a nap and waited to meet venus
venus came over and both of us went to west coast plaza and studied at the
starbucks
it was really nice .me and venus took a drink and a bagel and sat to study s.s
love studying there cause its not crowded
think i wld wanna go there often with venus haha or atika who loves studying at starbucks

venus lappy crashed so she brought it for my dad to fix it.
now she has a fast running laptop running on windows vista haha
yeah pal u came to the right person haha]
hope ur happy with my geeky fathers help haha

so today notout with acha and moming
went to jp walked around and went for a movie
the international
pretty good movie .it makes u understand that sometimes u can try so hard to correct something
but sometimes u just cant. something like that haha
then later went came back and went to jp again with my bro and christine my cuz from germany.
i met her when i was very little .but she is really nice and fun lar haha
and her accent is cute .very german.I GOT MY PP SEASON 1 hahah yeah man!!!
then later went for dinner with the family and christine .

great day!!!:d GOING TO STUDY nw
tmr there is school
BUT I DONT MINd school at all!

you know you really made my day!
why are u just so freeking amazing?!
and u really can make me laugh u know
haha seems like a long way to go from here
but i dont care as long as ur here!
miss you already.
hmm just like people say
life has its suprises
waiting for mine....

impossible is nothing!!! haha

so anyway i did not go to school today as i felt like a total loser for wasting

yesturday just sleeping so i needed to make up for the time...myes starts next week

but oh well just like adidas says nothing is impossible ...i got to study hard...dont give up yeah

miss memeks .hopefully i get to see them tommorow. love the sound of fridays !!! its like freedom.

anyway venus came up with this super lame joke on how if ur sir name is tan and you have a kid

the kids english name shld be sun and the chinese name shld lau shen so in the end u get "sun-tan lau shen" which is suppose to sound like sun-tan-lotion

gosh pal i really dont know how u come up with these jokes and it just cracks me up.

meixi has a new phase now its call the bimbo face.i guess mx was always a bimbo but now shes got this whole paris hilton bimbo thing going on with the snapping of the fingers and the whole

TTYN thing WHICH MEANs TALK TO U NEVER .HAHA 1GOSH I GOT WEIRD FRIENDS BUT STILL LOVE THEM!

anyway how can i not care

when your such a smiling sweetheart!!!!

i know ,you know that i am not fond of asking

true or false that may be.your still out to get me:D

I CANT WAIT FOR MYES TO BE OVER even though thats not the end cause i still got olevels

but i hate the whole exam feeling .haha

it will be over fast

i hope

my birthday fiesta that lasted for three days

i know i am a little late to talk abt my birthday but i have been busy.

ill post pictures soon but this post is just to thank people who cared abt my birthday and

to say how touched i am .so thursday was my birthday.9thapril 09 oh yeah happy belated birthday leighton meester and kristen stewart love u both!

THURSDAY 9TH APRIL DAY 1

so anyway thursday was a simple day but i was touched by many things that happen.venus decided to prank me in the morning saying that she wasnt planning to go to school.haha i totally fell for it i even cried cause my bean stalk wasnt going to school on my birthday.

but later during assembly that beanstallk walked pass me hahahahaha.okay so normal morning i fasinated abt the big ass fan ,read my book....look out for u.....haha then saw u ....haha hope u knew it was my birthday! haha u must have lar!

anyway so then meixi came and sat next to me during assembly with a gift from her and her juicy lucy twin vincent .never expected a gift from the homies that made me laugh and i was sosoo touched .her card said"happy birthday may all ur beautiful and gorgeous dreams come true .haha so life goes on but dont worry life is soo awesome wih meixi around" haha thanks alot homies u dont know how touched i was by what u guys did and cared for my bday.the pictures of all the stuff i got will be posted.

another group of people is the deng-dengs .they got me the twilight dvd and a letter with obviously selena gomez pic there haha .they were so sweet and i love all of them very much i am glad to have met u guys in 5/1 love laughing with u guys abt lame stuff.

so in the night i spend time with family before that went to hang out with bobo and venus at jp had subway and shred alot haha.in the night my dearest sister shyama nair got to saw me cut my cake all the way from america cause of the beautiful invention called a webcam.got somemore gifts from my dear cousins and i lovd that simple time with my simple family.
love that day yesh!cause i also got to see u!

FRIDAY 10TH APRIL DAY TWO

i went to pray in the morning and had a chinese vegetarian lunch with my aunt and cuzzins great food .nice time.
and later me and my mum had a nice time having coffee at gloria jeans city hall while waiting for memeks to meet me.got to really talk to my mum share with her everything ..i told her alot and i guess my mum can see through me alot .we may fight but she is my mum in the end of the day.

later was the time i was waiting for .went to meet memeks at thai express and we had thai food cause i absolutely love thai food and this has nothing to do with venus lim.they cut a cake and made a wish.

after that we all went to sit at the esplanade roof top and talked laughed took photos .later went to see the singapore flyer for the first time.damn fun and i went with the greatest people we had so so so much fun that we were so tired on the way back home.loved my birthday with memeks.

thanks memeks for the zinc bag and the memeks badge.i cried when u guys gave it to me because i was so overwhelmed .so many things i recieve from people that cared.and finally the cloud that was blocking me from seeing the people who actually cared for me from the people who dumped me like shit and ran away which i wasted my heart on.thats y i cried that day.cause i realise what an idiot i was for 2 years.i love my family and i love u guys alot.

saturday 11 april day 3

spend my time with acha and mum!!!!! haha acha came back from phillippines he bought so so so many things for me from jeans to an addidas watch to twilight books THE WHOLE SET to korean dramas i dunno i was so shocked .and i love my father soso much he is a techno geek but he is so cute and funny at times and he is cool cause he loves things i love like movies.

in the evening WE WENT TO BUY MY REAL BDAY GIFT A NEW PHONE AND LINE!!! haha i finally got my hands on my htc and we went to eat at thai accent in vivo city cause i love thair food!!! hahaha and we went to watch fast and the furious which i found damn cool cause the cars was amazing so so cool ....and the actor was hot and so was the actress so the whole thing was just amazingly awesome me and acha were like talking cars after the movie .this is what father and daughter chre a damn close bond we talk abt many things.and my mom!!! i love my bus pipty two mom whose phillipino accent is so cute that it even amuses venus so so much haha...u know she may not be educated but i love talking to her abt my life and listening to what she has to say and her advices.. ilove u mum and acha and thanks for everything u have done for me .it was awesome!
i love u so so much! everyone who cared and wish me and thought of me and bought me stuff.thanks so much.i turned 17 being a happy gift and this birthday it was different as i realised so many things.

and lastly to you.
thanks ! if it werent for u i would be down in the dirt with the same diesease!
i love what u made me become and looking at u makes me want to change .
you saved me ..and i dunno how else i shld say it
but thank u so much.
i wish i could do something for u
but i am sure u wont need anything

u said prioritise!
am doing now for you!
cause if u can so can i

so anyway pictures will be up soon ...haha
damn i shld have gone to school today
oh well hahaha

dinah i am going to burn ur red shoes!!! hahahaha
kiddding
signing out with a smile :D

last few hours of being 16

i just wanna say no matter what i am proud of cmb.

they played with so much of love for the music that it made my hair stand.so i dont bother

what medal they got that never matters the music u guys produced took me away for that moment.i am sure all of you loved this process of syf.music is something all cmb members have in common.it differentiates us from the rest of the regular students.

my dear cmbians.musicians are extarodinary .its not the medal we get its the talent we have.
which other person has the power to make someones hair stand like that by playing such beautiful music.
thats why we are extraodinary.and no one can take that away from us.so i am proud of each and evryone of you

BE EXTRAODINARY AND LOVE THE MUSIC thats what matters!:Dso its my last few hours of being sixteen.and i am just thinking about my life.things i went through and how much i have changed from the way i was.

i have changed so much and in a good way.i am happy and blessed to have so many people that care abt me.so i thank god for all the blessing he has given me.

people i love.people i have loved.people that have hurt me ,people who have loved me.people who made me happy.

its all made me who i am today.the choices i have made and the person i have chosen to become.
i had been down on the dirt before ..i have been soo dead inside but now i am here all happy and excited for my birthday.no complications.i am happy.

things really change.its the choices u make.its the people u choose to see...i made a choice to be happy for once in my life.

and i am here hahahaha.

thanks to the people who made me what i am today.

i am so excited for tmrw.
i mean i am excited to be 17.
with memeks ,homies,dangsdangs,family
and lastly
and most importantly
you.
your one of the reasons i am smiling everyday
gosh ur amazing.haha
i love memeks!!!!!!!!!
i love the homies who make me laugh!
i love dangs dangs haha
i love 5/1
i love cmb
i love my teachers(ms chu!,mrs audrey thum!,ms shyam!(even though ur not my teacher)
i love my family,parents

i love you you you!!!!!!

for atika who is now 17!

hey i know i am like two days late on the posting but

yeah this is for atika ,for her birthday on the 2nd of april.

yeah this genius was born on the 2nd of april 1992

just posting to say we all hope you enjoy life,get all u want in it,and always is happy

we also hope that our tradition of celebrating bdays together will continue.

hope u enjoyed the dinner at ramen ten

me and bohari are really not jap food kind of people hahahah

so hope u were happy and u liked your gift from memeks:D

what a tiring yet incredible week haha

yeah man kristen stewart haha!!!

kristen stewart born on
9th april 1990



leighton meester born on 9th april 1986
thats blair from gossip girl

well so i have been busy so i cant update as often as i do last time.

CMB's syf is on the 6th of april.all the best you guys i believe u all can do it!

to venus ,pal you have worked so hard to help the section and all i am so proud of how much of a
difference u made and with the effort of the rest of the section.very nice to hear u guys play .
make my hair stand sometimes.so very good cornets!

so yeah this week was so tiring but things just doesnt get to me like the way it use to last year.
i mean i am tired but so what ..i still laugh a hundred times a day...do stupid things,focus on lessons
this is what happy is right? i never been happy before so really i dont know what happys suppose to be?

anyway gotto work harder .mid years are coming haha.ANYWAY I REALISE THAT KRISTEN STEWART FROM TWILIGHT AND LEIGHTON MEESTER (BLAIR) FROM GOSSIP GIRL IS BORN ON THE SAME DATE AS ME HAHA 9TH OF APRIL.haha my bday is soo cool haha.and it just happens to be the actresses that i love haha. how awesome isthat?! one of the two actresses that i am crazy abt was born on my birthday haha.no wonder i love them so much.
thanks dinah for telling me.that girl always keeps me updated on movies tv and celebrities.pretty cooll being her friend haha.we both like disney stuff too haha!

i am trying to get venus hook on to disney too haha.in time she will haha.she likes the cartoon phineas and ferb just by watching the advertisement haha.
anyway the two huge fans that is now in the hall is called THE BIG ASS FANS haha the brand is big ass fan haha.that cracks me up haha.and venus being so fasinated by it every morning cracks me up even more hahaha.

haiz lifzzzz good so far

its you man!you saved me!
in time you will know it!
its like being a part of the cure finally
instead of dying from that deadly diesease over and over again.
your the cure
your the magic
your the blessing:D
ITS AMAZING.how i never realised it.