you and i both

love this song.it has so much meaning.its nice.

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.

Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in a lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of, of the love
Of the love that I loved

lova lova!

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words;
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words.
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive.

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Oh, love love
You and I, You and I
Not so little you and I anymore

And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of, of)
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I am free
Oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephones
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of,)
And others just read of
and if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeede
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words

days are getting intense

today and yest.things were just so tense.

school yest was okay.i was practically happy .of alot of things.first i really wanted a better relationship with my chem teacher and i think i got it.we have learn to smile at each other.which is a improvement compared to the hard glares we give each other.i never thought of her as a bad teacher.just that she scares me.

yest was a great way to end my day...with a bang....haha well it was a good one..and it feels right to end it with me being happy.anyway aftert school when to meet venus and yj later and we had a pre dinner at shinlin taiwan at imm..yj choice was good.i must say that blur china girl has good taste infood.

today was the posting results.i am happy for those who got what they wanted.and guys who din get so.i know u may be sad at first but.its just a milestone..soo much more to life than just jc.fight through it.

saiful came to school..atika and yj too..it was a wow! day haha (venus u know what i mean)
guess these kind of lame things make me happy.dunno y.....

people are moving and i feel i am still stuck at one place.
but i wanna work harder
its like inspiration.

you know honestly..
i dunno actually what i am feeling deep inside.
it can be very scary to find out.
or its even scary to know what it may be abt.

two different things

its like being in one place.

when u shld be having one kind of feeling.but for some reason.

you feel its just overloading you.its becoming more and more.

and u just got nothing to say....

its like one moment u are in this dream world where time never ends.

and the next your gone.

thats all we get.

one shot .one moment.

guess we arnt that lucky

isnt it bloody sickening.?

the thing is...

you dont forget the moment.

thats more sickening.

because all u want to do is forget.

it isnt that easy right.if it was

then it was all just a facade.

memeks reunion dinner on friday evening

we had a nice dinner

me and venus so poor thing in uniform

i changed it to black and white .cause it looks better
me and pinkie

ah choo was from work.promoting pokka
guys pls dont buy pokka at giant .imm
hahahhaa!

:D


ME AND VENUS have an inside joke abt that dumb face!

some pictures of the reunion dinner on fri.
at swensens.

finally blogging

thats per.hahaha

and thea and me

per,mum,thea and me

me and thea!

hey guys!
its been some time huh.

feel glad to be blogging as there is so much to blog about.

okay so we had our memeks reunion dinner yest at swensens.fun .and it was quite a tiring and weird day.

to venus.pal i hope u dont let this make u forget that u were a good leader to all of us and we all turned out well cause of you.
i know some people dont see this.and thats just too bad for them. let them prove themselves concentrate on ur olevels.u still have me i am always there for you everyday.

you stuck with me through all my drama.and this tough week.thanks u gave me the strength.

memeks are also there for u.so u dont have to worry.not fogetting the funny nuts or homies u have. who never fails to make ur day and also mine.

reunion was good. i got to see bohari whom i haven seen in a long time.

my family reunion is tommorow.yes guys we indians have reunion too.

unique huh!!!! my family.and then on tues thea and per came.both of my sister shyamas uwc friends
per is so cute he sang the bday song in swedish for us again.when i was sec 2 he came to stay with us.soo many fun experiance.i remember he came and asked is if he needed to wear red to go to chinatown...SO CUTE!!!! thea is also so sweet and nice.she is norwegian.these are the friends who is really close to my sis.they gave me alot of info on uwc.haha thea is going to be here till may!!! yay! she will be around for my bday!

both of them are great and really nice.haha never knew i would come to know people from sweden and norway! hahaha

people pls go and watch the inconvenient truth its damn good.

we all shld change because global warming is happening guys

means its happening ready. we can make a difference if we change

FIRST STEP WATCH THE INCONVENIENT TRUTH
you can go to you tube its there

AND ONCE WE WATCH lets pay it foward meaning share what we know to every one.

if we can change as an individual.it will make a difference.

LeTS ALL SAVE WHAT THIS BEAUTIFUL PLANET HAS GIVEN TO US.

olevel results

guess what

nair got a b3! for emaths from a 33 in prelims to a solid b3 yeah man.

i really worked for it damn hard.ms shyam said quote"i am proud of you dear"

wow thats the best thing to hear from your fav teacher.i thanked her for believing in me.

well EVERY DOG HAS ITS DAY!!!! i hope my olevel results will be another thing to be proud of.

memeks well done!!!! all ur names on the screen .very proud of you.

yj esp...u be happy u going to get new laptop seh!!!! i very jealous .

saiful dont be so indecisive make a decison where u want to go.

atika good work.

ah chooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hardworking arh..very good

venus ,pal u wld do better and get a1 in june dont worry. anyway thanks for waiting for my results for me.


thiky ,fazilah and del.well done too.all your hard work paid off.

van i am proud of u too.i hope u know where to go from now and work harder to the future.

i hope you guys do well in wherever u go in the future.

i am happy with my results man!!!! haha and i am freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee free falling of the emaths

need to work on amaths now.

so i am very proud to have friends like all of u.because i have seen all of u guys through ur olevels

i am prepared for whats going to be put infront of me this year.

you guys are my inspiration!!!!!


DARE TO DREAM ,CHANGE YOUR STARS!!!

ill iss all of u ,when u go jc and all.

but things wont change....fridays wld still be fridays.

i am ending here as a very proud friend.

proud of all of u.


i hope i dont have to say goodbye to anyone of u

ngee ann poly

i went for the np open house today.

it wasnt as great as 08.
but i think it was good i went.
i mean i know what i want to do.

and how badly i want it.

walking into the school of film and media studies.i just knew its me
i just knew i got great passion for it.
i like the media bubble.
and now thinking abt it.i really really want this badly.
media culture is something i feel i can adapt to and be part of.
NOT ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE IT IN THEM.
but seeing it and doing journalism before .
i know i got a future.
and i know i will push all the way to america.
to achieve my last dream.

venus .yj andleeling came along.
many many dumb things happen.
really made me laugh and enjoy myself.
leeling esp.
haiz...life seems to be a long road ahead.
destiny seems to be something that isnt easy to find.

venus said something nice today
"i dont have to be every thing to everyone,but i wish to be something to someone"
haha she heard it from somewhere.

i wish to be something to my mum.
someday.and someday too to someone i love

hold your own

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

the reason why i put this song lyrics.
it means alot to me.
it explains what i am facing now.
knowing who i am.

i need to get over things.
its very difficult.
and i hope god helps me
pls help me.
to let it go.
justit go.live my life...please.i wanna
find love find happiness.
i need to be strong.i need to let go
LET GO NAIR.LET GO!
go my own way.
everything will be fine
hold my own.

being strong.can do better than this