CUCUMBER

SAIFULS GENIUS DISCOVERY
THAT ME AND VENUS SO BELIEVED



CUCUMBER MAKE YOU PEKPEK SMELLY!


AHHAHAHAHAHA


VENUS LIM PLS DON INSULT THE KOREAN LANGUAGE BY TRYING TO SPEAK IT

AND DONT MAKEFUN OF LEE DA HAE...SHE IS TOOO CUTE!

its difficult..

today i learned

3 important things to soar to the skies.

1.)knowledge

2.)power

3.)wealth


you need knowledge to get wealth...you wealth to get power...

once you have these three things in life your near to complete

except u need family and love ofcrs.

interesting day today...learned alot

sometimes you need to sacrfice for something better to come later

but YOU dont hurt the people u love....u dont do that

cause it will only cause scars in ur own heart

robbers!

hey am finally updating................hhahaha

venus lim dots doesnt mean ur emo!

miss u pal..miss u memeks..but we will be going out tmr with vincent and meixi

who is by far the funniest and weirdest people i ever met..who really makes my day and my worries go away...
esp meixi with her...life sucks and lifes a bitch and the next min she will be like life rocks..jezz haha

and vincent with his weird way of talking...really easy going people...thats what i need .easy going people...hahahah venus thanks for introing me to them.

so robbers lee da haes latest show in 2008 i thought it sucked but its soo nice and she is sooo
cute...esp when she cries..

venus u know what imean.

but they really hose the worst guy to pair with her .gosh yuck...lee da ahe deserves better guys

anyway robbers is out in dvd 44.90

siiiii behhhhh songgggg if dats how u spell it..must work and buy her drama for my collection!

tom emaths paper all the best 4/6

i love lee da hae!


anyway..just wanted to say that i consider every human being like a planet

and diff people have different kinds of planets

my planets like trash so ineed to clean it up before going to you

coz your planets where i want to be:D

just some pics...

memeks future home in california..our dream home

the inside facing cali beach..very beautiful

trying to get my old guitar skills back
venus took the pic..
had a great day with venus and y.j
venus put up a night...we really talked haha

dunno what i am doing

i love my room..butits in a mess arh!

must clean it

americas my destiny...

the outside of memeks home nice garage...hahavenus car s the black
one hehe

ahh choos bday..long time ago.we all look happy

my chem tuiton teacher studying so hard...

venus and i crapping that night

venus........

me and venus ate billy bombers that day....baby back ribs yum!

memeks at je lib on memek fri

forgive and forget

in life only one thing is certain apart from death and taxes.

no matter how hard you try...no matter how good your intentions are..

you are going to make mistakes.

your going to hurt people ,your going to get hurt

and if you ever want to recover..there is really only one thing you can say.

i forgive you....

forgive and forget thats what they say...

its good advice but its not very practical

when someone hurts us we want to hurt them back

when someones wrongs us we want to be right

without forgiveness ..old scores are never settled old wounds are never healed

and the most we can hope for is that one day we will be lucky enough to forget...

desire

To often th thing you want most ,is the thing you cant have

desire leaves us heartbroken ,it wears us out.desire can wreck your life

but as tough as wanting something can be..

the people who suffer the most are those who dont know what they want

those who cant i dentify what they are feeling....and go for what their heart tells them

they neglect it and hide by using other reasons to cover...by focusing on something else.

by directing their energy on something else so that they put of this feelings for later

but a word of advice...your feelings it wont go till u see them yourself.

i wanna say i am sorry

i want to tell you that i am sorry that i forgot

your birthday..and i feel terrible abt it...i wanna say

that i wish i could do something really special for you.i know

out of all people you deserve i t the most ....i know ur bday was in sept and maybe now its to late

but i am so sorry..i have been caught up by things ..and out of all people you should know best...

i wont take you for granted anymore..i know how its like when someone takes you for granted.

it hurts terribly and i am sry...for the person i have been but u know why its hard for me.

and i am sry for the anger i directed at you...it was too hard to control and keep..ill make things better from now on...

and ill see you very soon

and i want to tell you that i dont want you to be happy for me but be happy for yourself....

thanks for staying up at night for me and talking to me...

you really are god sent and i promise you...ill do something nice for ur very belated bday

so i am sry i lost myself in everything...am back now

heal that sucker

i walked away.... i knew i had to walk away

so i walked away..from you

its just that there is just too much water under this whole thing and i cant seem to drown it out..

so i stop trying to drown it out...

the trick to any wound is to dig deep down and find the real source of injury ,and when u
found it...try like hell to heal that sucker!...

so i found my wound ..and the choices i made never really healed that sucker...

so i need to heal ..i need to heal before i come back...i need to come back strong to drown

the water under this whole crap...so that it will be better later...

so i am healing...sometimes ,no one can see your wounds ...no one can see them by their naked eyes

we got to find it to heal it...

lyrics of lifehouse evrything..

i just felt like posting this song lyrics its really very meaningful

find me here speak to me
i want to feel you i need to hear you
you are the light that is leading me
to the place where i find peace again
you are the strength that keeps me walking
you are the hope that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything

and how can i stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me how could it be
any better than this

you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you steal my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now