well i needed you

i just realise

there is over 700 billion people living on earth
and maybe my calculations are wrong
there is more every second
but over 700 billion.
sometimes,
all you need is just one
well i needed you
your were that 1
out of the 700 billion people
and out of the 700 billion people ,i still miss you.

so now im going to leave for Philippines.
and im going to get my well deserved break.
going to miss you memeks!
and dinah and raa!
and homies!

pain comes in stages..if we dont make it
nothing changes
so im just going to enjoy myself now!
haha so long..il be back soon
i want to NOT think about you now

you dont see me but i see you

(i love this song ..its everything i feel like telling you)atika intro to me
thanks memeks for the awesome times just now
im living for u guys man
and all the other sweet people out there
who are there for me
i love u guys

im standing across from you
And dreaming of the things i do
I don't speak you don't know me at all

For fear of what you might do
I say nothing but stare at you
And i'm dreaming
I'm trippin' over you

Truth be told
My problems solved
You mean the world to be but you'll never know
You could be cruel to me
While we're risking the way that i see you
That i see you (3x)
That i see

Conversations
Not me at all
I'm hesitating
Only to fall
And i'm waiting i'm hating everyone

Could it be you fell for me?
And any possible similarity
If its all how would i know?
You never knew me at all but i see you
But i see you (4x)

I'm standing across from you (but i see you)
I've dreamt alone now the dreams won't do (but i see you)
I'm standing across from you (but i see you)
I've dreamt alone now the dreams won't do (but i see you)

Truth be told my problem solved
You mean the world to me
But you'll never know
You could be cruel to me
While we're risking the way that i see you
But i see you (4x)

I'm standing across from you (but i see you)
I've dreamt alone now the dreams won't do (but i see you)
(4x)

But i see you
But i see you
But i see you

you know thats exactly what i feel like doing ,taking a bunch of plates
and throwing it.
point is i hate the fact that i miss you.
anyway first day at work was not bad...
my boss seems nice
and people are friendly
VENUS IS BACK
finally and thats awesome
leaving on mon night
okay so so many things happening and technically you should even be in my mind now
BUT YOU ARE.
anyway some people are really making me smile more these days and i dont know why
haha missing memeks too!
seeing mr bohari and venus lim tmrw
Thanks youjing for hearing me out that emo day haha
sorry arh


if i could choose one thing is my life to go my way
it would be having you in my life

waiting

and thats why its so hard to let go

“ You rarely notice, but I hang on your every word. Wasted Time by Meshell Ndegeocello

and thats why im still waiting ...for a sign
from you

whats the point in waiting right?

how do you say goodbye?

sometimes when we want to run away ,
time moves so slowly.
but when want to stay,
time is just not on our sides.
The funny thing is
you wish you given everything to
turn back time and make your self not even think about
running away in the past.


point is
for me
one moment,one dream
one smile,one laugh
and one love

thats all we get
only one
cause thats how its suppose to be
loving something that you know
will never be possible

somehow its weird
how ill always remember every bit of the moments i had
that memory is in my heart

and thats how i say goodbye to you
keeping the memories
but losing you

you got me high and i dont even know yet
the sun's in the sky its warming up my bare legs
i cant deny ,im looking for the sunset
its the search for the time before it leaves without you
have i lost my mind,or have you taken all of mine too?

ENGLISH IS DONE more to go

So english is done .now there is still next week

and the week after to go.

i know its going to end soon

today me and venus were coming up with

how people will be reacting on the day of our

last paper

im hoping to see papers and science books flooding the dustbin

haha but not possible we got to save the enviroment.
anyway meixi is soooooooooo adorable sometimes
even do she makes it so hard to live my life peacefully
so i dont know why

i seem to be in a better mood today

i guess mummy and daddy arnt that bad
they piss me off to the max but in the end before i head to bed they some how make things
better

yesturday went for high tea with my family
quite a fun experience
THERE WAS CHOCOLATE FONDUE!
arh!
i went crazy when i saw it
haha
anyway MR NOEL NAVIN!
MY DEAR BROTHER
STOP STALKING HOT GIRLS !
haha he is such a loser
my bro:hey that girl in the floral top quite hot arh
me:ey yeah quite.y? you know her arh?
mr bro: NO but i want to :D
me: LOSER!

anyway you know whats weird,if leslie(my bros gf was there)
they both would be talking about how hot the girl is
HAHA ! yeah thats why they are meant for each other
but no matter what i know my bro loves leslie so much

anyway so MR NOEL NAVIN GOT A PIC OF THAT HOT GIRL
and i was like EW stalker!


anway my mum made a fool out of herself
she took congee
then she wanted to add pepper
and its quite weird because the salt and pepper was connected to the same bottle
u must know how to use it
then she didnt realise she
actually put salt
and she was like

"you know what this congee is terrible is so salty you know"
and then we were like really arh
then she realise she dumped so much salt in the thing that it tasted like that
HAHA!


anyway daDDY keeps saying sandles is slipper shoe
its call sandals right?
haha

okay so i have a weird family
oh i bumped into syahir yest he was with his family at the same high tea place haha!


ANYWAY KAMBENG KEEPS SAYING ITS FRAPPAY
but its call frapp!
and i know it cause there isnt a toing on top of the E
i mean what kind of theory is that
haha
kambeng needs to take an english course lar



anyway
have you ever felt a moment
when you miss someone and they
keep sticking in your mind
and somehow you want to see them
and boom!
they appear infront of you
looking more amazing then ever
and you find your self
feeling breathless
how do you stop that?
if i knew how to
it wouldnt have been so hard to look away


Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.
--Eddie's Wife"
— Mitch Albom (The Five People You Meet in Heaven -

never lose who you are

you know if your ever having
the worst day and you look like crap
and you dont know what your doing or saying
never go and talk to a person you want to
have a gd bond with or someone you look
up to or have alot of respect for.
you would end up making a fool out of yourself
thats what i did.
to that person im really sorry and
i hope you know i wasnt myself.
i truely have alot of respect for you.
am so sorry.anyway
i really like this song.
and i have to speculate
that god himself did make us intocorresponding shapes
puzzels pieces from clay

true it may seem like a stretch
but its thoughts like this
that catch my troubled head
when your away when i a m missing you to death
but everything looks perfect from far away


thought abt you
btw its a different you
dnt get confused
i took time time to realise
that your warmth is crashing down on me
i took time to realise that im on your side
but i can tspell it out for you
no its
nevr rgoing tobethat simple