end of hols back to school

xoxo gossip girl

chuck and blair

dan and serena(real life couple)

haha oh chuck !haha so cute

they did an ad for nikon
theuy really are sweet together

well its the end of holidays.that was so fast .anyway.dont mind school though

keeps me busy and focused.spenD and my hols studying,going out
,memeks,family,band and GOSSIP GIRL!!!

LOVE THAT SHOW TO THE MAX MAN.i mean nothing is better than watching rich kidz live their lives.haha.
anywai i love serena and dan .they are really sweet together and lonely boy has loved serena since 9th grade.haha very cute.
and i love blair and chuck .i mean they love each other.but they just cant u know bring it out.blair is actually not a bitch .she is so much better and nicer inside.and chuck bass has a heart ,yeah his hearts for blair but he just keeps screwing up.anyway i so think that they shld be together.i love them.

i think character wise,i am a chuck+serena+dan
so cool talking to saiful abt gg he loves it too.

love private practice too!!!haha

anyway i believe school this week would be great.

the "so called" holidays

well it really isnt holidays at all.
got to be in school everyday to clock in hours.
gosh i hate the weather.
its making me feel more depressed than
i already am.

party with memeks on sat late night was great
and really fun.
i really needed that.i really really did

well pictures will be posted soon.
venus got band camp so ill be seeing her everyday too.
so much for the word holidays
i am just waiting for this whole phase to pass.
the whole olevel phase...it isnt easy.


for you,i bleed myself trying.maybe it was time

and this whole thing was my fault.i aint an easy person to live with.

well i really wanted to be something or someone better.but to you i never will.

there was this thick ice below us.and its started to melt and melt.till there was no more left.

i still see the ice.for you it may have all been gone and forgotten in just one min.everysingle time spent together.

but at least i still see the damn ice u forgot.

i aint a saint or a good person but i got a heart.

week ends and monday

went to the zoo yest with my family.

will post pictures another day,but it was fun i love animals and i always

loved the zoo when i was a kid,plus it was a good way for the family to spend time.

saturday would be party time..i think ill be high that day...be careful memeks

haha.

anyway today was monday..and yes i love going to school everyday.

you have become my addiction....its hard to resist.

amaths ct was tough.but i tried my very best.alot to do for studies.alot alot to do.i better spend my march hols wisely

we allgot to work damn hard for mid years cause i know thats not going to be easy.

i had enough of this parade,thinking of the words to say.

i mean i cant stand it any longer should start saying someting to you.

you have become my new life now.and it seems like a chance of happiness.

i mean even if this is just a dream or something else.

i mean i dont know whats coming for me.but all i know is you really make me happy.

even if the odds are what it seems to be.even if it seems impossible.

i was dead inside for quite sometime.and your making me alive again.

make me feel blessed to have memeks,vincent meixi,5/1,my family.u make me feel blessed

u make me wanna be someone in life..you creating this new me that i am starting to love.
so your this big impact in my life.

and i am getting restless of just waiting.

what a week

what a weird week it was.

really weird and tiring.

btw the oscars was great and so was desperate housewives season five

edie:i am married .i have a husband
susan:whose?

hahaha that was so funny the look on edies face when she heard that.

i love gabby!!!!!i love susan!!and i want susan and mike to be together hahaha.love dh!

oscars was soo nice to watch .slumdog millionare won like 8 oscars.

a.r rahman won 2.

he is such an awesom singer.its so cool to see bolly wood enter hollywood.

anyway rest of the week was like crap .but its all good its all good.

coz of homies and venus.haha love them.

life is really so unpredictable.

syahir telling me andvenus abt his 10,20 and 50 cent story.

really makes wonder abt my own life man.haha

anyway,i hate the fact that you dont see me when i am there

i hate the fact that i din see you.when i soo badly wanted to today.esp today.

and i hate the fact that i directed my anger on someone else that i care abt coz of u.

coz u werent around to make me feel happy.i dunno lar

and i hate the fact that i am starting to think abt u .i mean i shouldnt be.

you

well you're the magic

but dont let it all go to your head.

cause i bet if you had it all figured out.

then it just wont be this difficult.

of all things i have seen you say to me.what you just said,

made me feel like the person i was never meant to be.

your the reason that i am laughing even if there is no one else.

you have to love your self.you must.

and you got all the skill you need.

individuality.

you got something

do i call it gumption?

call it anything.

dont fool yourself now .dont fool yourself ever.

you're only learning.who says it has to be easy.

Climb up over the top.

Survey the state of the soul.

You’ve got to find out for yourself whether or not you’re truly trying.

Why not give it a shot?

Shake it, Take control

And inevitably wind up

Finding for yourself

All the strengths you have inside still rising


your loved by many.isnt life just sweet for you.

why dont u take in the sweetness.suck it all in .instead of kicking it away.

you are just as human as i am.

and thats what i love.

u arnt perfect too.

The curious case of benjamin button

yesturday i went to watch the curious case of benjamin button.

it was such a beautiful and incredible movie.this movie was really awesome.

and i was really touched in the end.the movie teaches us so many things about life and love.

guys its really the movie to watch and its really worth ur money and time.

this is one of the movies that even after watching the story still sticks with u.it gets u thinking abt life.

i have been wanting to watch this movie since before it came out.and i am so happy i did.

This is the kind of movie for people who can apreciate it language and its message.

brad pitt did a awesome job.

some touching things ill remember.

Benjamin Button: It’s a funny thing about comin’ home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You’ll realize what’s changed is you.

Benjamin Button: [Voice over; letter to his daughter] For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Mrs. Maple: Benjamin, we’re meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

Captain Mike: You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Benjamin Button: Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.

Mr. Daws: Blinded in one eye; can’t hardly hear. I get twitches and shakes out of nowhere; always losing my line of thought. But you know what? God keeps reminding me I’m lucky to be alive.

ONE WORD....AWESOME..JUST AWESOME

not a good start

this week started off on a not very happy note.
mammen passed away on the 2nd at 12 am plus at changi hospital

it was just a choke.he was just choking on food.
things just happens really fast.u know before u know it its over already.
its been really sad as he was always around since i was a kid.and my cuzzin really loved him.
he was like her best friend.and her best uncle.

but he is in a better place now.happier and pain free.and i know he is watching over all of us.
its been already three days .i din go to school for three days ready.tmr is back to lessons.

its been sad and hard.and sometimes i hate the way things just move too fast pass our eyes.
i hate it.

and its hard to even feel the right feeling at that point of time.