quote

i dont know why but i really like this quote

"i may never get to see you as often as i like.
i may not get to hold you in my arms all the time
But deep in my heart i TRUELY know that your
the one that i love.
and cant never let go"

hmm nice quote haha.

bored on a sat morning doing amaths.
i seriously need a life!

its you ...its just you

i had the worst day and then i walked out.

i walked out and there you were.the way you always were

.just walking..

just being you.and i become speechless

i loose my anger and hatred for having the worst day.

and for that moment.i want to say something.i wanna scream and complain to you.

but i just keep quiet i just not say anything.cause i dont wanna ruine the moment.

but the pain of holding all in and not being able to say it kills me.

it kills me deep...because your you

and i am me.and this imaginary line that defines the two of us is so god damn long that i cant cross it

no matter how much i want to.

no matter how much i wish to.

but i lost my anger and i started to smile.and for that moment.i forgot the line....that imaginary line.

hope your feeling better.
ill be around.

gone away

I�ve been hiding letters and photographed frames to forget your name
We were never meant to be this damn broken
Words were never meant to be this half spoken
Fallin� in the space between the universe and all we see has gone away
Gone away

let it go.

omg the the swat guy from pp that dates addison
his name is kevin on the proggrame.
he is so cute .
haha love him!

the private practice cast

star trek movie.a must watch

blair and chuck


i spend my break just watching pp.and i love pp alot
i still love greys but pp isnt like normal hospital doctors.
they care abt paitients differently
shonda rimes is excellent
she is the creater of pp and greys anatomy two of my fav shows
and she is soo good and making both shows unique


so its monday and there isnt school.

so tmrw is back to school.and normal lessons.

finally.i missed normal lessons.

well so i am going to give my reviews on movies and my proggrames haha.

so i went to watch star trek that day with acha and mum.

the movies was really great.i think even people who arnt trek fans or dont like science fiction might enjoy it.

the effects and story line is great.and u dont really need to know what the whole star trek story is abt to watch it.

so great movie.

anyway i watched my private practice last episode of the season 2.gosh its left just standing on the cliff.haiz i swear if naomi leaves the practice its going to be so sad and if violet gets hurt its going to be so sad cause she and pete just made amends to be together haha.

i cant wait till pp season 3 comes back in the fall.haiz i hate cliffhangers...

so gossip girl episode 23 was awesome but so sad for chuck and blair fans cause chuck told her that its all a game ....

haiz i love chuck so much and so what if he is a bad ass.
i bet he lovs blair more than nate.
and the only reason he is walking away from blair is cause he thinks he cant make blair happy he cant offer to her what others can.he knows that and so he walked away.he sacrificed cause he know nate is better for her.thats y he din fight.haiz. he may not make her happy enough like how nate can.
not because he doesnt love her.
but now she thinks he doesnt
awwww i love chuck
i just want him to get blair!!!!
haiz.

i love tv shows and movies.
but this weekend was just a very small break after midyears.
back to work tmrw
back to revision.

well lifes goood
we just got to find whats good in it.
and whatever that is bad we got to let it go.
just let it go.
cause once we have.
its a start to something good.:D

magic?

so mid years are over.and t all moms out there happy mothers day.no love is like a mothers love.

so anyway i was just thinking ,sometimes right dont you just feel your life just falls into the routine.

haha its like everything just sort of goes a certain cycle.yeah i mean wheres the magic?

i keep wondering what the hells the magic in my life?

i mean sometimes we all need it.we all need that magic. that special thing that booms enters ur life.

i got this gutt feeling something bigs coming for me..and this feeling is been there recently.

so that MAGIC..its COMING i just know it haha

back to normal lessons next week.

yay! finally.

i believe pain makes us grow.
so people who think your going through pain.
trust me it makes us better people ,much stronger people.
its made that we have this pain so that we learn .
but dont fall into the hole again after u come out
thats when its starts to go in to danger zone.
best thing
STAY AWAY! dont even get close to something u know ur going to fall in to.
better to save yourself
early then later.



theres so much meaning in your name.
like its gods way to tell me not to give up and move on.
your god sent.and i am sorry i noticed it now cause i was blocked by something.
but i am here now...so i am finally opening up to other doors.finally.
thanks to u.

MAGIC!! ITS COMING! HAHA

you know

This myes is not what i am capable and i swear i am not going to let the whole u walk in the exam room thing without being prepared for a paper feeling again.
ill learn and work harder and do more revision.
ill keep fighting.
haven lost my mojo yet.
and i definitely haven lost my inspiration.
i feel so tired cause i have been sleeping during odd hours and i feel tired when i do my papers.
this week aint that fun without you around

its been 5 days
5days since i have seen i have seen or heard you and already i am dying.
this totally isnt fair you know haha.
i kinda miss you soo much.
i mean especially this week i wish you were around the most.cause i felt so weak this week.
like when ur around i get high and strength to carry on.i wish you around this week because i am getting over alot of things this week...and your the only cure to this uneasy pain that comes in and out .i understand u must be busy with exams and all.
but i just wish you were around more.esp this week.

if i could have one wish right or one demand.
i wish to see the world through your eyes.
because i think if i had that power.
alot more colours wld be painting in my life right now.
i know ill see you soon.
but your already taunting me by being so
M.i.A haha
oh well i know ill see you around.

happy 101th post ! haha

today was simple.stayed at home and homies came over

studied history with them.manage to clear two chapters.

so yeah ,somehow i feel so pathetic being in secondary school.

people my age are prob talking abt jc and poly stuff now.

oh well life goes on hahahaha

plus i really dont mind school.

they say right that when the hearts contented so is the mind

its like everything falls into place.

feel like my life has.

must study harder..haha a fighter never stops fighting.

olevel is just like a step.but its a tough step.but i am glad i am supported by people i love

i think thats very important.to have someone there to take the load off you know.

got that .yeah!

anyway quote

"there you are standing right infront of me"
"all this fear falls away to leave me naked"
"stay forever cause i need you to guide me to safety"
"in my confusion and the aftermath,you were the signal fire"
"the only resolution,the only joy"

the words fit perfectly to my life haha

meixi is like damn weird haha
its like we were walking to the shop right then got this woman who is dressed fairly well with a dress and then meixi said
her dressing is so last year . haha
and meixi was liked dressed in fbt shorts and school pe tshirt.
i mean the worst thing to do right is to comment on someones dressing when ur dressing is worst.
hahahahhahah oh lim meixi the things you do in life arh...

then i wanted to say anonymas then the word canme out as inonymas
then meixi wanted to correct me
she corrected my saying amomymas

lim mei xi u want to correct someone right correct correctly! hahahaha
gosh i shld write a book abt u lar
funny people

miss memeks lar
u guys better meet this friday lar
got lots to update u guys abt

i think got decide to do me justice this week lar'
haha he made good and coincidental things happen this week.
it was like destiny!