let it go.

omg the the swat guy from pp that dates addison
his name is kevin on the proggrame.
he is so cute .
haha love him!

the private practice cast

star trek movie.a must watch

blair and chuck


i spend my break just watching pp.and i love pp alot
i still love greys but pp isnt like normal hospital doctors.
they care abt paitients differently
shonda rimes is excellent
she is the creater of pp and greys anatomy two of my fav shows
and she is soo good and making both shows unique


so its monday and there isnt school.

so tmrw is back to school.and normal lessons.

finally.i missed normal lessons.

well so i am going to give my reviews on movies and my proggrames haha.

so i went to watch star trek that day with acha and mum.

the movies was really great.i think even people who arnt trek fans or dont like science fiction might enjoy it.

the effects and story line is great.and u dont really need to know what the whole star trek story is abt to watch it.

so great movie.

anyway i watched my private practice last episode of the season 2.gosh its left just standing on the cliff.haiz i swear if naomi leaves the practice its going to be so sad and if violet gets hurt its going to be so sad cause she and pete just made amends to be together haha.

i cant wait till pp season 3 comes back in the fall.haiz i hate cliffhangers...

so gossip girl episode 23 was awesome but so sad for chuck and blair fans cause chuck told her that its all a game ....

haiz i love chuck so much and so what if he is a bad ass.
i bet he lovs blair more than nate.
and the only reason he is walking away from blair is cause he thinks he cant make blair happy he cant offer to her what others can.he knows that and so he walked away.he sacrificed cause he know nate is better for her.thats y he din fight.haiz. he may not make her happy enough like how nate can.
not because he doesnt love her.
but now she thinks he doesnt
awwww i love chuck
i just want him to get blair!!!!
haiz.

i love tv shows and movies.
but this weekend was just a very small break after midyears.
back to work tmrw
back to revision.

well lifes goood
we just got to find whats good in it.
and whatever that is bad we got to let it go.
just let it go.
cause once we have.
its a start to something good.:D

magic?

so mid years are over.and t all moms out there happy mothers day.no love is like a mothers love.

so anyway i was just thinking ,sometimes right dont you just feel your life just falls into the routine.

haha its like everything just sort of goes a certain cycle.yeah i mean wheres the magic?

i keep wondering what the hells the magic in my life?

i mean sometimes we all need it.we all need that magic. that special thing that booms enters ur life.

i got this gutt feeling something bigs coming for me..and this feeling is been there recently.

so that MAGIC..its COMING i just know it haha

back to normal lessons next week.

yay! finally.

i believe pain makes us grow.
so people who think your going through pain.
trust me it makes us better people ,much stronger people.
its made that we have this pain so that we learn .
but dont fall into the hole again after u come out
thats when its starts to go in to danger zone.
best thing
STAY AWAY! dont even get close to something u know ur going to fall in to.
better to save yourself
early then later.



theres so much meaning in your name.
like its gods way to tell me not to give up and move on.
your god sent.and i am sorry i noticed it now cause i was blocked by something.
but i am here now...so i am finally opening up to other doors.finally.
thanks to u.

MAGIC!! ITS COMING! HAHA

you know

This myes is not what i am capable and i swear i am not going to let the whole u walk in the exam room thing without being prepared for a paper feeling again.
ill learn and work harder and do more revision.
ill keep fighting.
haven lost my mojo yet.
and i definitely haven lost my inspiration.
i feel so tired cause i have been sleeping during odd hours and i feel tired when i do my papers.
this week aint that fun without you around

its been 5 days
5days since i have seen i have seen or heard you and already i am dying.
this totally isnt fair you know haha.
i kinda miss you soo much.
i mean especially this week i wish you were around the most.cause i felt so weak this week.
like when ur around i get high and strength to carry on.i wish you around this week because i am getting over alot of things this week...and your the only cure to this uneasy pain that comes in and out .i understand u must be busy with exams and all.
but i just wish you were around more.esp this week.

if i could have one wish right or one demand.
i wish to see the world through your eyes.
because i think if i had that power.
alot more colours wld be painting in my life right now.
i know ill see you soon.
but your already taunting me by being so
M.i.A haha
oh well i know ill see you around.

happy 101th post ! haha

today was simple.stayed at home and homies came over

studied history with them.manage to clear two chapters.

so yeah ,somehow i feel so pathetic being in secondary school.

people my age are prob talking abt jc and poly stuff now.

oh well life goes on hahahaha

plus i really dont mind school.

they say right that when the hearts contented so is the mind

its like everything falls into place.

feel like my life has.

must study harder..haha a fighter never stops fighting.

olevel is just like a step.but its a tough step.but i am glad i am supported by people i love

i think thats very important.to have someone there to take the load off you know.

got that .yeah!

anyway quote

"there you are standing right infront of me"
"all this fear falls away to leave me naked"
"stay forever cause i need you to guide me to safety"
"in my confusion and the aftermath,you were the signal fire"
"the only resolution,the only joy"

the words fit perfectly to my life haha

meixi is like damn weird haha
its like we were walking to the shop right then got this woman who is dressed fairly well with a dress and then meixi said
her dressing is so last year . haha
and meixi was liked dressed in fbt shorts and school pe tshirt.
i mean the worst thing to do right is to comment on someones dressing when ur dressing is worst.
hahahahhahah oh lim meixi the things you do in life arh...

then i wanted to say anonymas then the word canme out as inonymas
then meixi wanted to correct me
she corrected my saying amomymas

lim mei xi u want to correct someone right correct correctly! hahahaha
gosh i shld write a book abt u lar
funny people

miss memeks lar
u guys better meet this friday lar
got lots to update u guys abt

i think got decide to do me justice this week lar'
haha he made good and coincidental things happen this week.
it was like destiny!

myes

its not been good so far i screwed two papers.
after the s.s paper i just lost it.
i couldnt think or do anything
but a fighter never stops fighting and ill learn and pick myself up.
its just how life gets to us.
anyway ill just tell a joke or something now
our dear dear meixi is very inteliigent sometimes
in the english paper yest ,there was a word in the vocan called alien
which actually is suppose to mean
strangers
but just like i said our dear meixi is soo smart that she decided she had to write down the actual meaning

and her meaning is quote"a creature from out of space"
plus a clear annotated diagram of what an alien is suppose to look like
hahahahaha meixi ,u know your going to be damn popular in the staff room now haha
the things you do really makes me laugh like shit haha.
but ur really rock lar homie

anyway memeks!
i miss u guys!thanks for wishing me and venus for myes
i know u guys are going through so much stress
if i could i would murder the people who are making u guys stress
but hold on alright we will meet soon guys
lots to update u all abt school
love u all.

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where are you!!!!!!miss you like crap!!!
making me worry like this isnt good you know
come back fast.and dont be too stress okay
take it easy,i know it aint easy
but you shld be strong cause no matter what
your still the best at what u do!your still amazing at it.
and your still something to me:D
i am not giving up on myself because of you.

what a weekend!!!

so i had a great weekend ...it was awesome
even though i am mugging for mid year.
feel very motivated.haha.
so sat morning went to school in the morning
to have lessons with my FRIENAMY!
gosh haha .but she can be funny at times
but i got to make it clear .i got nothing against her
i just think ....we just cant click...
haha
anyway shakz cut her hair short.
anhd she felt so weird abt what people might think
haha dont worry deng-deng it just needs getting use too
and u look nice!

love saturday!!!!!
haha yeah man
after lesson went to consult miss chu.
yeah she is one hell of a dedicated teacher.
i have alot of respect for her
and i think she is super cute at times haha
she rocks lar
after that went to home to take a nap and waited to meet venus
venus came over and both of us went to west coast plaza and studied at the
starbucks
it was really nice .me and venus took a drink and a bagel and sat to study s.s
love studying there cause its not crowded
think i wld wanna go there often with venus haha or atika who loves studying at starbucks

venus lappy crashed so she brought it for my dad to fix it.
now she has a fast running laptop running on windows vista haha
yeah pal u came to the right person haha]
hope ur happy with my geeky fathers help haha

so today notout with acha and moming
went to jp walked around and went for a movie
the international
pretty good movie .it makes u understand that sometimes u can try so hard to correct something
but sometimes u just cant. something like that haha
then later went came back and went to jp again with my bro and christine my cuz from germany.
i met her when i was very little .but she is really nice and fun lar haha
and her accent is cute .very german.I GOT MY PP SEASON 1 hahah yeah man!!!
then later went for dinner with the family and christine .

great day!!!:d GOING TO STUDY nw
tmr there is school
BUT I DONT MINd school at all!

you know you really made my day!
why are u just so freeking amazing?!
and u really can make me laugh u know
haha seems like a long way to go from here
but i dont care as long as ur here!
miss you already.
hmm just like people say
life has its suprises
waiting for mine....

impossible is nothing!!! haha

so anyway i did not go to school today as i felt like a total loser for wasting

yesturday just sleeping so i needed to make up for the time...myes starts next week

but oh well just like adidas says nothing is impossible ...i got to study hard...dont give up yeah

miss memeks .hopefully i get to see them tommorow. love the sound of fridays !!! its like freedom.

anyway venus came up with this super lame joke on how if ur sir name is tan and you have a kid

the kids english name shld be sun and the chinese name shld lau shen so in the end u get "sun-tan lau shen" which is suppose to sound like sun-tan-lotion

gosh pal i really dont know how u come up with these jokes and it just cracks me up.

meixi has a new phase now its call the bimbo face.i guess mx was always a bimbo but now shes got this whole paris hilton bimbo thing going on with the snapping of the fingers and the whole

TTYN thing WHICH MEANs TALK TO U NEVER .HAHA 1GOSH I GOT WEIRD FRIENDS BUT STILL LOVE THEM!

anyway how can i not care

when your such a smiling sweetheart!!!!

i know ,you know that i am not fond of asking

true or false that may be.your still out to get me:D

I CANT WAIT FOR MYES TO BE OVER even though thats not the end cause i still got olevels

but i hate the whole exam feeling .haha

it will be over fast

i hope