my birthday fiesta that lasted for three days

i know i am a little late to talk abt my birthday but i have been busy.

ill post pictures soon but this post is just to thank people who cared abt my birthday and

to say how touched i am .so thursday was my birthday.9thapril 09 oh yeah happy belated birthday leighton meester and kristen stewart love u both!

THURSDAY 9TH APRIL DAY 1

so anyway thursday was a simple day but i was touched by many things that happen.venus decided to prank me in the morning saying that she wasnt planning to go to school.haha i totally fell for it i even cried cause my bean stalk wasnt going to school on my birthday.

but later during assembly that beanstallk walked pass me hahahahaha.okay so normal morning i fasinated abt the big ass fan ,read my book....look out for u.....haha then saw u ....haha hope u knew it was my birthday! haha u must have lar!

anyway so then meixi came and sat next to me during assembly with a gift from her and her juicy lucy twin vincent .never expected a gift from the homies that made me laugh and i was sosoo touched .her card said"happy birthday may all ur beautiful and gorgeous dreams come true .haha so life goes on but dont worry life is soo awesome wih meixi around" haha thanks alot homies u dont know how touched i was by what u guys did and cared for my bday.the pictures of all the stuff i got will be posted.

another group of people is the deng-dengs .they got me the twilight dvd and a letter with obviously selena gomez pic there haha .they were so sweet and i love all of them very much i am glad to have met u guys in 5/1 love laughing with u guys abt lame stuff.

so in the night i spend time with family before that went to hang out with bobo and venus at jp had subway and shred alot haha.in the night my dearest sister shyama nair got to saw me cut my cake all the way from america cause of the beautiful invention called a webcam.got somemore gifts from my dear cousins and i lovd that simple time with my simple family.
love that day yesh!cause i also got to see u!

FRIDAY 10TH APRIL DAY TWO

i went to pray in the morning and had a chinese vegetarian lunch with my aunt and cuzzins great food .nice time.
and later me and my mum had a nice time having coffee at gloria jeans city hall while waiting for memeks to meet me.got to really talk to my mum share with her everything ..i told her alot and i guess my mum can see through me alot .we may fight but she is my mum in the end of the day.

later was the time i was waiting for .went to meet memeks at thai express and we had thai food cause i absolutely love thai food and this has nothing to do with venus lim.they cut a cake and made a wish.

after that we all went to sit at the esplanade roof top and talked laughed took photos .later went to see the singapore flyer for the first time.damn fun and i went with the greatest people we had so so so much fun that we were so tired on the way back home.loved my birthday with memeks.

thanks memeks for the zinc bag and the memeks badge.i cried when u guys gave it to me because i was so overwhelmed .so many things i recieve from people that cared.and finally the cloud that was blocking me from seeing the people who actually cared for me from the people who dumped me like shit and ran away which i wasted my heart on.thats y i cried that day.cause i realise what an idiot i was for 2 years.i love my family and i love u guys alot.

saturday 11 april day 3

spend my time with acha and mum!!!!! haha acha came back from phillippines he bought so so so many things for me from jeans to an addidas watch to twilight books THE WHOLE SET to korean dramas i dunno i was so shocked .and i love my father soso much he is a techno geek but he is so cute and funny at times and he is cool cause he loves things i love like movies.

in the evening WE WENT TO BUY MY REAL BDAY GIFT A NEW PHONE AND LINE!!! haha i finally got my hands on my htc and we went to eat at thai accent in vivo city cause i love thair food!!! hahaha and we went to watch fast and the furious which i found damn cool cause the cars was amazing so so cool ....and the actor was hot and so was the actress so the whole thing was just amazingly awesome me and acha were like talking cars after the movie .this is what father and daughter chre a damn close bond we talk abt many things.and my mom!!! i love my bus pipty two mom whose phillipino accent is so cute that it even amuses venus so so much haha...u know she may not be educated but i love talking to her abt my life and listening to what she has to say and her advices.. ilove u mum and acha and thanks for everything u have done for me .it was awesome!
i love u so so much! everyone who cared and wish me and thought of me and bought me stuff.thanks so much.i turned 17 being a happy gift and this birthday it was different as i realised so many things.

and lastly to you.
thanks ! if it werent for u i would be down in the dirt with the same diesease!
i love what u made me become and looking at u makes me want to change .
you saved me ..and i dunno how else i shld say it
but thank u so much.
i wish i could do something for u
but i am sure u wont need anything

u said prioritise!
am doing now for you!
cause if u can so can i

so anyway pictures will be up soon ...haha
damn i shld have gone to school today
oh well hahaha

dinah i am going to burn ur red shoes!!! hahahaha
kiddding
signing out with a smile :D

last few hours of being 16

i just wanna say no matter what i am proud of cmb.

they played with so much of love for the music that it made my hair stand.so i dont bother

what medal they got that never matters the music u guys produced took me away for that moment.i am sure all of you loved this process of syf.music is something all cmb members have in common.it differentiates us from the rest of the regular students.

my dear cmbians.musicians are extarodinary .its not the medal we get its the talent we have.
which other person has the power to make someones hair stand like that by playing such beautiful music.
thats why we are extraodinary.and no one can take that away from us.so i am proud of each and evryone of you

BE EXTRAODINARY AND LOVE THE MUSIC thats what matters!:Dso its my last few hours of being sixteen.and i am just thinking about my life.things i went through and how much i have changed from the way i was.

i have changed so much and in a good way.i am happy and blessed to have so many people that care abt me.so i thank god for all the blessing he has given me.

people i love.people i have loved.people that have hurt me ,people who have loved me.people who made me happy.

its all made me who i am today.the choices i have made and the person i have chosen to become.
i had been down on the dirt before ..i have been soo dead inside but now i am here all happy and excited for my birthday.no complications.i am happy.

things really change.its the choices u make.its the people u choose to see...i made a choice to be happy for once in my life.

and i am here hahahaha.

thanks to the people who made me what i am today.

i am so excited for tmrw.
i mean i am excited to be 17.
with memeks ,homies,dangsdangs,family
and lastly
and most importantly
you.
your one of the reasons i am smiling everyday
gosh ur amazing.haha
i love memeks!!!!!!!!!
i love the homies who make me laugh!
i love dangs dangs haha
i love 5/1
i love cmb
i love my teachers(ms chu!,mrs audrey thum!,ms shyam!(even though ur not my teacher)
i love my family,parents

i love you you you!!!!!!

for atika who is now 17!

hey i know i am like two days late on the posting but

yeah this is for atika ,for her birthday on the 2nd of april.

yeah this genius was born on the 2nd of april 1992

just posting to say we all hope you enjoy life,get all u want in it,and always is happy

we also hope that our tradition of celebrating bdays together will continue.

hope u enjoyed the dinner at ramen ten

me and bohari are really not jap food kind of people hahahah

so hope u were happy and u liked your gift from memeks:D

what a tiring yet incredible week haha

yeah man kristen stewart haha!!!

kristen stewart born on
9th april 1990



leighton meester born on 9th april 1986
thats blair from gossip girl

well so i have been busy so i cant update as often as i do last time.

CMB's syf is on the 6th of april.all the best you guys i believe u all can do it!

to venus ,pal you have worked so hard to help the section and all i am so proud of how much of a
difference u made and with the effort of the rest of the section.very nice to hear u guys play .
make my hair stand sometimes.so very good cornets!

so yeah this week was so tiring but things just doesnt get to me like the way it use to last year.
i mean i am tired but so what ..i still laugh a hundred times a day...do stupid things,focus on lessons
this is what happy is right? i never been happy before so really i dont know what happys suppose to be?

anyway gotto work harder .mid years are coming haha.ANYWAY I REALISE THAT KRISTEN STEWART FROM TWILIGHT AND LEIGHTON MEESTER (BLAIR) FROM GOSSIP GIRL IS BORN ON THE SAME DATE AS ME HAHA 9TH OF APRIL.haha my bday is soo cool haha.and it just happens to be the actresses that i love haha. how awesome isthat?! one of the two actresses that i am crazy abt was born on my birthday haha.no wonder i love them so much.
thanks dinah for telling me.that girl always keeps me updated on movies tv and celebrities.pretty cooll being her friend haha.we both like disney stuff too haha!

i am trying to get venus hook on to disney too haha.in time she will haha.she likes the cartoon phineas and ferb just by watching the advertisement haha.
anyway the two huge fans that is now in the hall is called THE BIG ASS FANS haha the brand is big ass fan haha.that cracks me up haha.and venus being so fasinated by it every morning cracks me up even more hahaha.

haiz lifzzzz good so far

its you man!you saved me!
in time you will know it!
its like being a part of the cure finally
instead of dying from that deadly diesease over and over again.
your the cure
your the magic
your the blessing:D
ITS AMAZING.how i never realised it.

end of hols back to school

xoxo gossip girl

chuck and blair

dan and serena(real life couple)

haha oh chuck !haha so cute

they did an ad for nikon
theuy really are sweet together

well its the end of holidays.that was so fast .anyway.dont mind school though

keeps me busy and focused.spenD and my hols studying,going out
,memeks,family,band and GOSSIP GIRL!!!

LOVE THAT SHOW TO THE MAX MAN.i mean nothing is better than watching rich kidz live their lives.haha.
anywai i love serena and dan .they are really sweet together and lonely boy has loved serena since 9th grade.haha very cute.
and i love blair and chuck .i mean they love each other.but they just cant u know bring it out.blair is actually not a bitch .she is so much better and nicer inside.and chuck bass has a heart ,yeah his hearts for blair but he just keeps screwing up.anyway i so think that they shld be together.i love them.

i think character wise,i am a chuck+serena+dan
so cool talking to saiful abt gg he loves it too.

love private practice too!!!haha

anyway i believe school this week would be great.

the "so called" holidays

well it really isnt holidays at all.
got to be in school everyday to clock in hours.
gosh i hate the weather.
its making me feel more depressed than
i already am.

party with memeks on sat late night was great
and really fun.
i really needed that.i really really did

well pictures will be posted soon.
venus got band camp so ill be seeing her everyday too.
so much for the word holidays
i am just waiting for this whole phase to pass.
the whole olevel phase...it isnt easy.


for you,i bleed myself trying.maybe it was time

and this whole thing was my fault.i aint an easy person to live with.

well i really wanted to be something or someone better.but to you i never will.

there was this thick ice below us.and its started to melt and melt.till there was no more left.

i still see the ice.for you it may have all been gone and forgotten in just one min.everysingle time spent together.

but at least i still see the damn ice u forgot.

i aint a saint or a good person but i got a heart.

week ends and monday

went to the zoo yest with my family.

will post pictures another day,but it was fun i love animals and i always

loved the zoo when i was a kid,plus it was a good way for the family to spend time.

saturday would be party time..i think ill be high that day...be careful memeks

haha.

anyway today was monday..and yes i love going to school everyday.

you have become my addiction....its hard to resist.

amaths ct was tough.but i tried my very best.alot to do for studies.alot alot to do.i better spend my march hols wisely

we allgot to work damn hard for mid years cause i know thats not going to be easy.

i had enough of this parade,thinking of the words to say.

i mean i cant stand it any longer should start saying someting to you.

you have become my new life now.and it seems like a chance of happiness.

i mean even if this is just a dream or something else.

i mean i dont know whats coming for me.but all i know is you really make me happy.

even if the odds are what it seems to be.even if it seems impossible.

i was dead inside for quite sometime.and your making me alive again.

make me feel blessed to have memeks,vincent meixi,5/1,my family.u make me feel blessed

u make me wanna be someone in life..you creating this new me that i am starting to love.
so your this big impact in my life.

and i am getting restless of just waiting.