one las pic in the toilet at adelphi centre

we went to tbc hr consultancy

anyway this was in the toilet

job hunting with memeks

my dearest cousin sis who somehow always tries to piss me
off .but i still love her.

at hans in habour front with my cousins

this china girl really wanted to tak a picture
with that thing on her head

taiwan and china.waa both of them arh walk so
fast lar .and then still got guts to turn around and give us angry faces
haha.

saiful just trying to kill me.

the china girl that wore three watches on her hand yest
and the funny thing is .she thinks its cool
cause SHE does it.

memeks except saiful.he took the pic

in the toilet...

hah i love this pic!
yesturday memeks went job hunting.

i guess we all need money! i have decided to save money

i need to pay for things....I want my sister to go to medical school.

anyway had a good time yest .after hanging with memeks i went to watch

wild child with my dear cousins at vivo city.

yesturday was a long day.yeaturday star bucks had given free drinks of ur own choice from

5-7 pm HAPPY HOUR! haha we all lined up and got free drinks

as usual i ordered my ice caramel macchiato ..introduced to me by my dear sis shyama nair/

i am a coffee person.haha youjing next time dont put too much sugar in ur drink.too sweeet!

before that we went to this hr consultancy to apply for jobs.hope we get a call

from them soon.i had a reall fun time yest.i guess we all can really be like last time.

and thats what i love and want the most.

everytime we go out .we always have a good time...

thats memeks i guess.

and my cousins too.i had a fun time with them.

my lovable sisters

now i am having a flu

need to sleep

a long day

yesturday was a pretty long day.

youjing and venus put up at my house for two days.

i love them lar.haha really make my day.

on monday we tried to cheer youjing up with ice cream,pasta ,and chocolates.

i hope she feels better with all the comfort food.

we made pasta!it turned out quite well.
thanks to me venus and saiful.

youjing din help out at all haha.

i guess operation cheer yj up was a great success

as she went to bed smiling on monday.

we all ended up sleeping late on monday

and getting up late on tues which make us miss our appointment with ahchoo at 11am

and she being sooo angry abt that .haha

went to visit the band yest.

watching band camp and all really made me miss my band camp days

where saxophones and cornets would always sit net to each other

during lunch and playdumb weird games.

i miss playing music.and i miss the preparing for syf days.

cmb will be playing golden jubilee for syf choice piece.

hope the band becomes more united.cause i think they really have good conductors now like marvin.

conductors who really cares abt the band.

i really miss johnjohn..hope he is doing fine....

we were in school till like 10 plus last night listening to the reflections and all.

wow miss chu is really a good motivation for the band.

proud of u!my dear combine humans teacher.

am so tired now....yj and venus come over and stay more often.we had a gd time

sometimes its just too late

sometimes when you see a real sad movie and things just get to you.

like how your living your life now.like how i cant confront my own feelings.

like how i cant just cry and let my emotions run.that whats inside has become something i dnt recognise.

that i love my memeks so much but sometimes do the dumb things to hurt them.

but they are my family and i hope they dont give up on me.i hope they still have faith in me.

that their love is all i need to keep me going .to let me forget the sadness.

look memeks ,i love you guys so much .i do and i know sometimes that love doesnt show in

many ways .but i love them...thats all i need to keep me going.

sad movies affect our moods.but it makes us think.it makes us have a heart.

and realise that life would be worth living if we make full use of it.

that we start looking a the people who love us..and give back some love..

because if we dont .

one day it might be too late.

so memeks before its too late.

you guys have made me who i am today.

have seen me grown from pony tail to short hair.

have seen my obsessions from eve longoria,lee da hae, rachel bilson,kiera knightly ,liv tyler and selena gomez.

have seen my love for shows...friends,OC,greys anatomy desperate housewives.

there isnt any group of people that know me better.

and i have disappointed anyone of you guys.i am sorry.

you guys are my family and part of my destiny.

my future of states would not be moulded if i din meet memeks.

ia m sry.but i love u all.and i wanna have this long lasting friendship.that one day i tell my kds that i have been a memek for 80 years.

that my tomb stone would write

SOHNIYA NAIR

ONCE A MEMEK ALWAYS A MEMEK.

hard core

deep down everyone wants to blieve they canbe hard core.

being hard core isnt about being tough.

its about acceptance

and sometimes you really hve o gie yur self permission not to be hard core

you dont have tbe tough every minute of every day,
its okay tolet down your guard.

in fact there are moments that its the best thing you can possibly do.

acceptance and choice is the hardest things i ever have to do.

but i did.being a good person and doing the right thing can sometimes be so easy in others eyes

but when u have to deal with it its a whole other story.

i am not that hard core or tough...its my hearthat gets to me later

a day with you.

talking to you yest made me realise how much i have missed my friend for so long.

made me understand alot of things.

and this time i am sure going to protect u.

i am here now.not going anywhere again.:D

good things happen to good people.i have missed u so much.

things will change now...for the better

a day with memeks.to celebrate yoyos bday

in the night at minds cafe.we had s much fun there

after the cake cutting

mr bohari and ms pinkie

the genius and pinkie

ah chooooo and the china girl

mcdreamy and mcdummy

the amazing s.s

she cant even blow candles properly

wishing to go to america!

i tied the boe for the gift!its nice!

nice pic

the people on the other side

at pizza hut