so sick.

i got a bad throat and i feel so terrible.

i cant do anything but laze around.i spend my whole day kicking allien butt on xbox.

and watching tv and sleeping.i also spend half my day thinking why i am still not the person

i use to be.sometimes i dont even know who i am anymore.

i dont even know if i am a good person anymore.it just seems like i never do the right things

i need some perspective in my life.i am sixteen and i am feeling 10 000 different things at one time

i just need it to stop and take it slow.i dont wanna be confused any more.

the best way to love,is love silently.

i wish i knew how to love properly.

i cant even do that right.

i cant love right

its the end of olevels haha....

olevels has officially ended for my dear memeks and my poultry...

congrates guys for completing your 10 years of education.

anyway yest i went out with vanisha.gosh i really really missed her lar.

anyway we had lunch and we just ended up walking around marina square,suntec and esplanade.

anyway i realised yesturday that i have weird friends.esp van.so will be going out with her soon.

happy proming van!love you!

now gettting ready to go out with my memeks! woo hoo! finally.

we can really have some fun.i miss my memek family everyday.

you guys really make me the person i am today.

i love you guys!

job interview

today i went out with meixi,vincent and venus.

as usual it was great and very fun..yeah they really are funny people.

anyway i learned that you should never give meixi a compliment...

if your like"your hair is nice" and then she will be like"totally!" and then u wish u never gave a compliment hahaha...her ego...is so high

after that we went for this job inteview to work in a hotel...training is on friday.


am so tired....tmr going out with vanisha ..haha so long haven seen her

and thurs is memeks day! wooohoo

sat going out again

i love my life!

found my fight

spend the day watching desperate housewives

i am so addicted to it now..

and greys season 5 is getting real interesting.

damn sad waiting for east of eden epi 22 to update subtitiles...lee da hae!

i feel like a good fan updating myself on all the new seasons and all my fav proggrames,

private practice season 2 epi 6 ..where are u? haha cant wait to see

naomi should be with dell ...i mean he is a great guy...so what abt the age!he loves naomi so much.i realise i am really a tv and movie person

my future career shld be in media lar..i think i will do great there..

america here we come! haha day by day i feel i am getting closer to leave to states..


anyw i feel like i have found my fight....

so much for waiting....right?


gonna spend later today with venus lim...

thats going to fun:D....I WISH i went out with meixi .vincent and venus.today...arh!haha

i hate it when i get a fat lip.

mind your language

watching mind your language...gosh its freeeking funny

its a british comedy show abt a teacher teaching eng to students from different countries

darn funny

f you guys need something to make you laugh

got to youtube and watch mind your language

you will forget what your sad about

CUCUMBER

SAIFULS GENIUS DISCOVERY
THAT ME AND VENUS SO BELIEVED



CUCUMBER MAKE YOU PEKPEK SMELLY!


AHHAHAHAHAHA


VENUS LIM PLS DON INSULT THE KOREAN LANGUAGE BY TRYING TO SPEAK IT

AND DONT MAKEFUN OF LEE DA HAE...SHE IS TOOO CUTE!

its difficult..

today i learned

3 important things to soar to the skies.

1.)knowledge

2.)power

3.)wealth


you need knowledge to get wealth...you wealth to get power...

once you have these three things in life your near to complete

except u need family and love ofcrs.

interesting day today...learned alot

sometimes you need to sacrfice for something better to come later

but YOU dont hurt the people u love....u dont do that

cause it will only cause scars in ur own heart