just wanna scream

the feeling when ur just so sick and tired and u just wanna scream ...

i exactly feel like that now...

memeks will remember last year when i got my mid year result how all of us just went infront

of the resevoir and we just screamed our hearts out

ill always remember how good it felt after that ...

like the pain was half gone

i wanna do dat again i wanna go to the reservoir and throw stones and scream...

u know y

coz honestly i am a damn rotten person ,who cares but acts like i dont care

whose so weak inside but puts on a tough face outside

whose such a loser...trying to ignore the one thing true in my life

i am god damn rotten...

whose is an asshole to let someone suffer pain alone

and that person is so good at hiding it that half

the time i dont know!

but know i do...i read something...

i am sry but u dont always half to keep half the things inside

and act all happy so that people think ur a happy person]

i nevver fell for that

i know who u turely are......

and thats the person i love.....

but i am sry...i am a very rotten person...

i am sry that i am a very bad person....

and has been forgetting u....and not thinking abt how u are

and act like i am not thinking

but actually i am

24 hours a day

regular day

schools such a drag.........and i am learning to live with it

anyw,haikal and nash right ...even though they realli can be assholes sometimes...but seriously

they make lessons more fun lar

and my class just loves to make lessons fun..


today haikals darn stuupid lar.....

he was smsing me when we are sitting in the same class ..haha loser

and then i got a slap from him today ......coz i kept repeating the word DUMBO to him..

until he couldnt take it hahaha....anyway all the girls were on my side today

coz not only has he slapped me umtim times he slap rima,shihui,en qi and he has punched us

hahaha he is stupid lar...

anyw enough abt him..

4/5 thanks for lending us ur classroom ....coz now we finally have a projector that works

and 4/5 u really have to clean ur classroom!

haha

am so tired of missing you

wish i din have to bother abt u or think of u

but i always doo

haizzzzz miss you ssoooo much

sick

got up this morning thinking that ill be heading to school

and then i had like a really bad tummy ach

and the pain hurt like hell

so decided i couldnt go to school

stayed at home...studied and watched FRIENDS

gosh i love friends lar

it really makes my day

chandlers jokes are like sooo me.....

and i realise that joey is soo venus

phoebe is soooooooooo y.j

and i realise i absolutely love rachel green!
she is soo sweet lar....and funny and sometimes soo bimbo....

ross and rachel are like so meant for each other since season 1


i just wish they wld air friends again man...

joey:i can be nineteen right?

chandler:yes joe on a scale of 1 to 10 ,10 being the dumbest a person can be
ur definetly 19!

hahaha that was funny!

anyw ....point is friends always made my day

i gotta do well for vectors test....

have been studying damn hard for it

its like the first maths test that i like really studied

next year am going america for hols! woohoo

and then 2 years later i am gettting out of this place and going there!

memeks this is for u!


and one day when i get my o.c house.....

youll be there tooo

and then ull say to me ...ia m glad that things worked out...

and my reply wld be

it was all for u

I have that feeling we'll be close for a very long time

ITS UP TO U to believe me or not

the things that make who we are is the chices we make

if we choose to believe that something good will happen it will

its the choice u make

sick!

hidden secrets

hidden secrets....


evryone has their own hidden secrets...

the way they are to you and all may be just a facade ...

you wont know what they are actually thinking or feeling

if they are pretending ,or just being damn oblivious...

anyway....i have my own share of those hidden secrets

sometimes its scary not to know how someone else is actually feeling

but thats y i like this game ....cause u can make someone think something

but ur actually feeling another.......and ur darn stupid ....u think i dunno what ur feeling

i am just being oblivious 2!

sweets!
took so long to reply me yeaturday arh
i got so worried...
and y do u always make me feel guilty when i am out with someone else
haha your so weird when ur jealous
i know i act like i dont care abt u now
but someday i might okay
just wait for me....

nair is crazy

conversation with a friend

painting rosy pics of the future!

dream on nair....


but i still believe

still believe when ur trying to move along and forget?

ur going nuts nair!



i am not!

because

i believe ,because i have been wanting this since sec 2!

and i am not going to let my future crumble!

for love?

NO WAY!

for that person?

no!

then y?

for what i believe
in and for what i love




ill be fine ...dont worry

do u love nair?

...................................................................................................



and my silence told that person

evrything

L.O.V.E

love is something you cant deny...

sometimes its drives u crazy hahaha

but when u got it

ur goals and aims change direction

and the colour red starts to look nice

you start laughing at things that are really not funny

and u start smiling ....more....

things start to seem brighter...

and all day ,all min .....one persons name wld be on your mind


a little something dedicated to my sis and her new wedded husband

congrates!