denial

all i need is the air i breath and a place to rest my head

today was be yourself day

cornets finally got their section T

which looked really good

today just wasnt my day

hmmm

denial

heard of that very word?

the word which evryone goes thorugh in their life

u think that evrythings fine...that u dont feel anything

but honestly ur just denying to urself

u denying the way you feel denying the situation

denying your own heart

exactly how i am feeling

b4 u noe it BAM!

u realise you cant be in this stupid denial forever

...you are undeniable


the one person i wish to give my whole heart to

maynot be the person to see it




and friend

i really wanted to spend time with u
out of all days today too
i was looking forward to it
dont doubt that
i always want time with u
pls dont doubt that

say by one republic

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted


Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Sundays...

i reali hate sundays ...knowing we got school the

next day plus common test

plus loads of other bullshit

cant wait when i leave commonwealth

wanna move to the east!

heard that van...

i wanna move to ur side of the world hahahaha!

i might be...

anyway....

so i am honestly quite sick and tired of being emo....

i think for now...i just want to have my own fun and study hard

spoke to my sis today...she said she wants to stay in L.A soo

mayb if i go to states can move to L.A too

haha i told my mom i have a plan in my mind

and i really dooo!

our future....together>?

feel like evrythings starting to fit in

feels like schools starting to seem great

feels like my future is starting to seem bright

the puzzles seem to fit...the wrong words seem to rhyme

believe in our future...and work for it

we are in this together

and dont give up hope....believe your going to live with me

believe we will have fun

believe inyouself..and believe in me

future together?its up to u and me to believe

You make my life and my journey seem lighter...and i dont want to lose you
i know i am not going to lose you..if our dreams come true..
stick with me ...have faith in me...and never let me go...things
seem really perfect now and i dont want to spoil it...i hope you feel the same way too
hope we dont fight and want to leave again

my strength

me and qua!


my dear genius..atika!



me and my genius




NAIR!

BOHARI

THE SS PAIR!

ME,MY PAL,AND GENIUS

RANDON

SAXOPHONE..AND TRUMPET

MEMEKS....

memeks! i love you guys!this is for you!

work hard okay!

anyw....

its easier to be broken,its easier to hide

looking at you ,holding my breath for once in my life

i'm scared to death

taking a chance letting you inside

feeling alive over again as deep as the sky

felt in my skin....

my dreams .my imaginations and my desires now have a face

my existence has meaning

koi mill gaya !

found you!

its really difficult

no matter how much i try to forget ...the cut and pain is so deep and so difficult

it has let me to feel breathless and weak

but who is to blame but me

moving on is really difficult

u might be glad that i have moved on

but i know u deep

and inside its hurting u....u think i might not be able to

shower u with love again

but i want to make it clear.....

i will still be able to shower u with so much love being your friend

but .....if u want to leave me....if u want to let me down friend

if u want to let me go

then .....ill go

its difficult being a distant from you...

you should no better what its like

when we tried distancing ourselves before

mom...

I never say it but I am scared of the dark

mom
Usually I don't show it but I care about you mom
You know everything right mom?
You know evrything my mom

Don't leave me behind in a crowd I won't be able to come back home mom
Send me so far away so you can forget me mom
Am I really that bad mom?Am I really that bad my mom?Whenever dad pushes me hardy on the swing mom my eyes try to find you so you can hold me mom

you know everything right mom
you know evrything right
my mom

when my heart is in pain..
you know evrything right mom
you always knew evrything even if i din tell you..
i love you mom